We Don't Talk Anymore

Chapter 48

I thought 8 months was enough for me to finally said that I am already fine, that I am already moved on.

Celebrating all the occasions without her, I thought that was not that different from all the times we spend on each other.

The incident on GDA backstage was the last time that we see each other, that I touch her. It was so hard at first, I won't deny that.

We've been in a relationship for a very short period, I thought it would be so easy for me to forget her.

But all my thought was all wrong.

After I discovered her Sasaeng thing with Taehyung, there was still a pain in my heart.

I'm still hurt every time I heard her name.

I'm still drowning from my own tears.

I'm still on the same spot where she turns her back to me.

I'm still not moving.

She still owns a big part of me and she brought it with her when she left me.

The whole 8 months of my happy and strong moments were just part of my pretending.

All this time I am still the Jeon Jungkook who loves the girl that I hurt.

I heard she is doing great.

Her group was getting bigger and bigger, and no doubt about that. They are really an amazing Girl Group I've met.

She's happy and believed me I am happier knowing that she is fine.

She's not just an ordinary girl, that's why I adore her so much.

I tried not to look after her but I still can't. I am still seeing myself staring at her gorgeous photos on my camera.

Did she feel the same way too?

In my dream of course. How would she? If she's already accompanied by my Hyung.

Why am I thinking about them, by the way?

It's my fault in the first place.

I hurt her. I cheated on her.

I am still the jerk she knows and I can't change that.

She saw me in her own eyes with someone else in my bed doing the most disgusting thing she'd been witnessed.

My innocent doll. I take so much of her and I don't expect her to forgive me.

I was disturbed from my deep thought when suddenly Suga Hyung hit my arm.

"Aw Hyung. Wae?" I asked the half-awake cat searching something from the fridge.

He smirked and open the microwave, "Just thank me for bringing you back to earth." He replied and glare to me.

I arched my right brow to him and mouthed what?