We Don't Talk Anymore

Epilogue

Perfect weather for the first day of the year. A cold and fresh breeze, sounds of the birds singing, wave dancing synchronizing to the wind, and memories that I can still clearly remember are the reasons why I came back to this place where I can still feel her love and trust to me.

I never thought that losing her is this hard and painful. If I can only bring back time, maybe I am not miserable like this.

I don't want my Hyungs to see me like this, I have to show them that I am fine and I am already moved on. But deep inside, God knows that I am not and I am dying inside.

Besides, I deserved this. I hurt the girl who completed me and loved me unconditionally.

Drowning on my tears alone is not enough for me to show her how I regret everything that I did.

And this place is the only spot which is still holding only our good memories together.

I chuckled, imagining our remembrance here. I will never forget this place.

Where I first hear her natural giggle and cry of pleasure.

Where she let me owned her.

Where she still trusted me.

I wish those times didn't end.

I wish we never went back from our real world.

I wish we just turn our back from the loud cheer of the crowd and choose to stay in this quiet place instead.

I wish you are here, embracing this different world with me.

But you're gone, I already let you unclasp your hand to mine.

I'm startled when an old man suddenly spoke from behind, "Hello Sir." He greeted me.

I turned around to look at him and bowed, "Hello Ahjussi! Do you need anything?" I asked him but I noticed that he suddenly looks worried.

"Ahmm I am sorry Sir for disturbing you." He said and offer me an old handkerchief.

I frowned and confused, but when I hold my cheek I didn't notice that I am really on tears. I accepted his handkerchief and patted it on my cheeks.

I bowed to him again and gave him back his handky, "Thank You Ahjussi!" I smile before walking passed him.

But I stopped when he called me again, "Sir? Are you perhaps Mr. Bunny Boy?" He asked and I unsurely nodded to him.

He didn't say anything. He just gestures me to wait for him.

He went inside the lighthouse and in seconds he goes back with a small black paper bag in his hand.

He gave the bag to me, "Ms. Doll leave that bag to me." He happily stated and I looked at him confused.

Maybe he noticed that I didn't understand what is currently happening, so he invited me inside the lighthouse to explain everything.

When I enter, I was a bit amazed. It was totally different from what we saw before.

He already has his own television safely hanging on his wall. There's already light, fridge, coffee maker and music player. His dining table was full of groceries and when I turn to the most remarkable spot for me, my eyes widen because he already has his bed, it was small like before but it is more comfortable.

I looked at him and he is smiling and staring at me, "Ms. Doll gave this all to me." He walked towards the window and he showed me a big solar panel outside.

"And Ow, have you notice my barn outside. I am so happy that I already have my own horse and cart. She is really an angel." He excitedly said to me.