i hate you , i love you

14.

WARNING!! SMUT

next thing you knew you were sitting on spencer's couch in his house , dreading this conversation. "so y/n we have a lot to talk about. starting with the fact that you never said if you wanted to be my sub or not , you just kept teasing me like it wouldn't eventually rile me up. then comes your kisses and not to mention the cute little dance you did for me in the car." he said sarcastically. "what are we y/n?" he asked with a frown

that was the question you'd dreaded , the question that had been replaying in your mind ever since the club. you honestly didn't know , you liked the attention riling up spencer gave you but it seemed like your relationship was all over the place. you still genuinely wanted him to be your dom but with everything going on bdsm hasn't been on your mind. but spencer has.

"what do you want us to be?" you ask , unsure how to answer his question. he scoffs "that's up to you y/n. clearly you're the one who can't make up their mind here. first you want to be my sub now you're just trying to drive me mad." he says , raising his voice

"well i'm sorry that i blew up and haven't really had sex on my mind reid!" you say , matching his tone. "i understand that y/n but you still can't lead me on like this and expect me not to be mad!" he says and you were pretty sure everyone on his floor could hear him. you scoff and he continues.

"maybe if you would just make up your DAMN MIND-" you shut him up with a kiss fueled with passion , anger and frustration. all the anger and hate you felt for spencer was transmitted in this kiss. your tounges dances in each other mouths before you felt him pick you up and slam you onto his marble countertop.

you broke the kiss and gasped , spencer was way stronger than he looked. he is definitely not as scrawny as he was when you met him 3 years ago , when you joined the

you feel his hard member press against you. you start pulling your shirt off and he does the same with his. you pulled your pants off , being cautious of the boot. once you were in your underwear and bra , and spencer was shirtless your lips met hungrily again.

you felt his hand snake around and quickly unclasp your bra without breaking the kiss. he then kissed a line down from your neck to your breasts. you shuddered under his touch. you went to palm his bulge and he groaned.

he snatched you up and took you to the bedroom. once you were there he threw you onto his bed and yanked your panties off as you went to undo the buttons on his pants.

once you were both fully naked and panting spencer lined himself up with your wet heat. he slowly pushed into you as you both groaned. he pulled out before slamming back into you. "ah- fuck spencer right there" you said as he groaned, slamming into you.

you let your eyes flutter shut as spencer let his hands move from holding your hands above your head- to your neck. "open your eyes angel. see who's making you feel this good angel." he says as his hands tighten on your neck.

you opened them and saw him smirking at you. "good girl" he said and you involuntarily clenched your walls around him and he let out the most beautiful sound you ever heard. "fuck princess do that again." that was definitely a new name but you'd ask about it later.

he tightened his grip on your neck and continued slamming into you. "do it again" he said with a deep voice and you complied , clenching your walls around him again as you felt the telltale knot growing in your stomach.

you knew he was close as well so you clenched on him longer for the next time , and your orgasm ripped through you as you felt him filling you. he pulled out of you and went to his bathroom. then he returned and you felt something warm wiping in between your legs.

"oh and i'm on the pill by the way , thanks for asking" you say while sitting up. "y/n we've been out of town together, i've seen you take the pill numerous times , and i didn't feel the need to ask." he said matter of factly. you just rolled your eyes and went to get up to get your bag so you could change before spencer pushed you lightly back into his bed.

"stay here , i'll get you some underwear considering i packed them i don't mind. and you can wear one of my shirts." he says while ruffling through his shirt drawer and tossing you a cal tech shirt. you sigh knowing he wasn't asking and he stared at you tilting his head trying to figure out why you weren't moving until he realized "y/n we literally just had sex and you're worried about seeing you naked?" he asks with an amused tone. you just giggle and throw a pillow at him.

he leaves the room and you pull the shirt over your head , it smells just like him. you hobbled over to his bathroom and splashed some water on your face before hearing him enter the room again. "y/n you have crutches for a reason, you aren't supposed to be waking on your foot" he says throwing your panties at you.

you slip them on and sigh "i know spencer , i know." with a tinge of sadness in your voice. he has on sweats with no shirt as he walks to the bed and pats the spot next to him. you look at him curiously "i'm not giving up my bed and the couch feels like cardboard." he says with a shrug. you get into the bed and turn to face away from him.

he turns and wraps his arms around your waist and pulls you towards him. "so princess huh?" you ask and he huffs "it was in the heat of the moment now shut up and go to sleep." he says and you giggle and turn to face him."goodnight spencer." you say. "goodnight angel." he says and with that you drift into a deep sleep.

not we had angry seggs 😼 tbh idk where i'm going with this story i'm low key winging it tho, don't forget to vote and comment. love you all , xoxo!!!