i hate you , i love you

15.

*this chapters kinda long because i haven't updated y'all in a while so i decided to feed y'all*
im from georgia we say y'all a lot 👁👄👁 anywho enjoy!

you wake up to the smell of pizza- in the morning? also no spencer , weird. you got out of his bed and saw the clock on his nightstand that read 2:30. god you'd slept all day and he didn't wake you? you grabbed your crutches and moved out of the room to find spencer sitting on his couch watching doctor who eating pizza.

"good morning sleeping beauty." he said with a smirk. "spencer why did you let me sleep that long!" you asked while grabbing his piece of pizza and taking a bite. "y/n that was mine" he groaned. "and hotch said you needed rest, plus you know garcia's gonna keep us up all night for this game night." you nodded and continued eating his pizza.

"there's a whole box you know , you didn't have to eat my piece." you shrug "i like eating off of you" you said like a brat. he huffs and you sit next to him. "so what time do we have to be at garcia's again?" you ask. "8, we have a little while and we really do need to talk without , fucking each other this time."

you laugh."okay spencer reid, let's talk" you say while turning to face him. "for starters , what are we? fuck buddies? partners? friends with benefits? i need an answer y/n." he says. "spence i don't know. can we just not put a title on it right now? and just enjoy each others company and let it flow." you say back and he nods with a smile "i like that"

"now , what season of doctor who are we on?" you say and you see his eyes light up as he begins rambling facts about season 6 of doctor who and how it's the best season out of them all. truth be told you had never seen the show but the way he talked about it made it seem like the best show ever.

you pulled the blanket spencer was under on top of you and scooted closer to him as you spent the rest of the afternoon binging doctor who and eating pizza.

you stay like that until about 6 when you decide it's time to get ready. you hop in the shower quickly washing your body and hair and changing your bandages. you have to keep a bag on your boot since it can't get wet. you decide on leggings and an old 1 direction shirt. you slip on one croc and take the bag off your boot and that's your look. you decide to add a little mascara to your eyes , nothing major. you leave your hair down in it's natural state and when you finish it's about 7:15. you spray some perfume on and grab your crutches and walk out to the living room where you see spencer sleeping with the remote in his hand.

you smile and begin to wake him up but quickly snap a picture of him before waking him. once you got a couple of pictures, you shook him lightly to wake him up. "cmon sleepyhead we have a game night to go to." he rubs his eyes as they adjust and then starts to sit up. "what time is it?" he groaned. "7:18" you say back.

"are you ready? i'm just wearing this." he says. he has on a hoodie and sweats , it's just garcia's so you both dressed casual. you nod. "great, let me go grab my shoes and we can head out." you nod.

spencer comes back with a pair converse on his feet and you make your way to the elevator. the walk to the car was pretty uneventful but the cool november air was relaxing. you sat in the car while spencer put your crutches in his backseat. you hummed along to the occasional song you knew on the radio , and sat in comfortable silence until you arrived at morgan's house.

you really didn't feel like using your crutches, and you could walk on your boot so you just hopped out the car and stumbled up to dereks door. "y/n what are you doing?" you heard reid yell from behind you. you shrug "i can walk , so i'm walking." you say. you knock on the door and you can hear morgan yell "hold up i'm coming!" from the inside.

reid walks up to you with a scowl on his face. "y/n the doctor said she didn't want you on your foot for another 4 days." you open your mouth to respond but before you can , the door opens. "hey hey hey party people!" derek says. you give reid a 'leave it alone' look and smile at derek.

"pretty lady where are your crutches?" he says as you wobble inside and you just laugh. "i got tired of em" you shrug and he shakes his head and laughs. "i have no clue what planet you're from but you definitely aren't normal. garcia's in my room with the games , she asked me to help her but since you're here" he trails off

"derek morgan are you making the crippled girl do your job?" you say while fake clutching your chest. "i'll go help her though" you say and he grins. you hobble away and you hear derek yell "i owe you one pretty lady!" you laugh and knock on the door to the room garcia's in.

you here a sniffle then a shaky "co-come in" you push the door open and make sure to close and lock it before rushing to her side and pulling her into a hug. "garcia baby what's wrong?" you ask and she begins to sob against your chest. you rub her back comfortingly. "you can talk to me garcia." you say in hopes of trying to get her to tell you what's wrong

"i'm scared y/n, what if he can get me again" she says weakly and your heart breaks."he shot himself baby , he can't hurt us anymore okay? we are surrounded by fbi agents and i promise nothing will happen to you, and if someone as much as tries to pull a trigger in your direction i won't hesitate to jump." you say while rubbing her back. she sniffles and looks up at you smiling.

"woman you are the best friend i've ever had." she says and you giggle. "always and forever pg , now let's go play some games." you say helping her up. "woah woah wait i should be helping you up you're the one on crutches- WHERE ARE YOUR CRUTCHES?" garcia practically yells and you snicker. "i hated them so i left them in the car , besides i can walk." she purses her lips together and you laugh. "now let's go play some games girl!" you say while pulling her back into the living room.

when you walk back into the living room reid is chewing dereks ear off , he mouths 'help me' and you stifle a laugh. you sneak up on reid and cover his eyes. he shrieks and you laugh. "guess who pretty boy?" you ask. "haha very funny y/n, you know i don't like the dark." he says as you move to sit by him on the couch , garcia sitting by morgan.

"so , should we start with some shots? i have a tray!" garcia says while running to the fridge and pulling out a tray of about 20 colorful shots and your eyes widen. "how drunk are we planning on getting tonight? we have to drive back." spencer asks garcia. "oh pretty boy, you two are most definitely staying here, i can bunk with morgan for the night." she says sitting the tray on the table.

"now let's get wasted!" garcia says. you each take a shot and down it. the liquid feels hot going down your throat.

after you all had taken about 4 shots , and had a couple of beers you and morgan were still fairly sober , a little tipsy. but garcia and reid can not hold there liquor and they are black out wasted.

"okay -hic- i have one card left what do i do?" garcia slurs. "babygirl , you say uno" derek says laughing and shaking his head. you giggle at garcia , she's holding her card the wrong way and you all knew she had a red 9. "uno, i win." she slurs.

"no fair garcia , i thought the more card you got you win." spencer says pouting, also fairly drunk. you and morgan laugh at them. "okay new game!" garcia says clapping. "let's play truth or dare" you nod while throwing back another shot ; you could not do this sober. "okay i'm in garcia , let's play truth or dare."

a/n: i'm trying to update frequently but school is so annoying. y'all i did not proof read this chapter cause i wanted to get it out asap so if theres any typos don't hesitate to let me know. anyways hope y'all liked this chapter! don't forget to vote and comment! xoxo!