Carl/Chandler imagines

Thinking

Carl's pov
All I could think about was Y/N. Everything about her was perfect. Her h/l h/c and her dreamy e/c. I should have never let her gone on that run
Flashback

Rick: we're going on a run any volunteers
Y/N: I'll go
"If she is going then I am going"
Y/N: okay
"But are you positive you can go are you sure"
Y/N: yes Carl I will be fine you have nothing to worry about and plus I have you to protect me
We got into car and drove to an old store
In store
Y/N: hey Carl come here and check this out
"Y/N we shouldn't be here"
Y/N: don't worry it's fine I just want to show you this
" okay what is it"
Y/N: look I found a ton of candy
"Ohh Y/N you are so childish sometimes" slight giggle
Y/N: yeah I know that's why you love me
"Well you got that right"
Than someone grabbed Y/N from behind than I felt someone grab me from behind
Man1: better not say a word kid or we will kill her
"What do you want"
Man1: we just want to have some fun with your girl. (Evil smirk)
"Stay away from us"
Man2: shut up kid your next

They started to undress Y/N. She was screaming and crying begging for them to stop
"Stop it you sick basterds let her go!! Take me just leave her alone"
Man1: just wait kid you will get your turn
I saw Y/N reach for her gun
Man2: hey watch it she has a gun. Than the man stabbed her in the stomach
I got my gun out as quickly as possible as my dad came in and shot one guy and I shot the other
Rick: what happened
"Th they attaked us and they were touching her and I couldn't do anything about it than she was reaching for her gun and they stabbed her" (crying)
"I'm sorry dad I couldn't stop them"
Rick: we're did they stab her
"In the stomach"
Rick: we need to get her to Hershel and fast there is still hope
We drove as fast as we could as I held Y/N in my lap she had a pulse but it was very fate
We got to the prison and ran out of the car as my dad carried Y/N in his arms
Rick: we need Hershel right now
Maggie: DADDY GET OUT HERE NOW
Daryl: what happens to her
Rick: some guys stabbed her but we killed those bitches
I saw Hershel come out here as fast as he could
Hershel: let me have a look
I saw Hershel exam Y/N body with tears in his eyes than he quickly checked her heart rate
Hershel: bring her to my office I will see what I can do
"I'm going with you"
Rick: no carl stay her
"NO DAD I AM GOING WITH HER I PROMISED I EOULD PROTECT HER I NEED TO BE WITH HER" (screams)
Hershel: let the boy come
They carried Y/N body to the medical cell as Hershel got al the supplies that he needed. He checked her heart beat once again
Hershel: I'm sorry Carl but she is gone
Every in the room was crying
"NO NO NO THIS CAN NOT BE HAPPENING SHE CAN NOT BE GONE SHE JUST CAN'T"
Hershel: there is nothing you can do we have to end it before she turns
I saw as he grabbed his knife
"No let me do it I love her I have to do this"
Rick: carl you don't have to do that
"No I have to I need to say good bye one last time now all of you get out I need to be alone" (harsh tone)
I watched as they all left the cell. I grabbed her hand and just held it for five minutes
"I'm sorry I couldn't protect you I failed you and I'm sorry you had to go through all that it should have been me and not you. You didn't deserve this. Y/N I love you with all my heart
I kissed her lips one last time
Than I heard I groan and her eyes opened they weren't the e/c eyes I fell in love with they were and eyes of a walker the eyes of a fallen angel
"I'm sorry Y/N"
*BANG*
End of flash back

That day is stuck in my head as it will be forever. I thought we were going to live happily ever after.... I was wrong so wrong. The group just wasn't the same after that but we are trying to push through for Y/N would have wanted us to be brave. But it's hard when we are always THINKING of her.

So this imagine is a little different tell me what you think and also give me some ideas they can be anything so goodnight😘