kisser for hire • iwaoi

twenty-nine

oikawa paced back and forth inside the living room of iwaizumi's apartment. after spending some time with iwaizumi, he was able to realize that he still doesn't know what runs inside iwaizumi's mind from time to time.

and oikawa thinks it is unfair, for iwaizumi could already tell what does oikawa wants to happen just ny merely staring at him.

iwaizumi brought oikawa with him when oikawa doesn't want to and now that oikawa wants to go with him, iwaizumi told him to "take some rest, oikawa. also, wait for me. i'll be back."

"what's up with that, iwa-chan?" he sighed.

oikawa puffed his cheeks as he crossed his arms over his chest as he patiently waits for iwaizumi  to arrive. he sat on the floor, eyes on the door in front of him. how he wants to hear some knock on the door and see iwaizumi waiting for him to open the door.

how he wanted that to happen.

after a minute or two of having a staring contest with the door, oikawa flopped on the floor. he decided to just have a staring contest with the ceiling instead of the door. because he finds it more interesting, having a staring contest with the ceiling.

he started rolling on the floor just to amuse himself. well, iwaizumi's been gone for a really long time now, at least for oikawa. iwaizumi's been out of his own apartment for an hour and yes, an hour feels like a day for oikawa.

after oikawa had enough of himself rolling on the floor of the living room, he stood up and went straight towards the balcony.

as soon as he opened the sliding door, his skin was inmediately greeted by the soothing breeze of the wind.

oikawa let out a small smile on his face, the view that lies in front of him never ceases to amaze him, and he thinks it will never cease to amaze him.

oikawa leans against the railing, his chin resting on his curled up fingers.  he closed his eyes as he remembers everything that had happened earlier. he saw his family, he talked to his mom, he had an argument with his mom, iwaizumi brought him back to his apartment, iwaizumi introduced him as his friend, he met iwaizumi's fiancee, and many more happenings that had only happened in just a day.

what will happen next? he thought to himself.

because of everything that had happened earlier, oikawa wonders if there is still something coming on his way. if it's something that would totally upset him, he lowkey wished that it won't happen today, some other time will do but definitely not today.

oikawa turns his head towards the other direction, and it made him remember the scenario that happened last night. he vividly remembers iwaizumi's smiling face, and it was enough to make him smile like an idiot.

the smile on his face instantly dropped as he suddenly felt frustrated as soon as he realized iwaizumi's still not back, and the fact that he doesn't know where iwaizumi is at the moment made him even more frustrated. he wanted to send a message or better yet, call iwaizumi to ask his whereabouts. he wanted to, but he can't bring himself to do such stuff that could be the cause of destroying whatever it is that they both have.

the scene in which iwaizumi introduced him as his friend, keeps on flashing inside his head. and he won't hide the fact that, iwaizumi introducing him as his friend really gave him an unbearable pain on his chest. he felt upset and annoyed, but he knows it himself that he doesn't have the right to complain nor to whine.