kisser for hire • iwaoi

thirty-one

oikawa knows, that if someone caught him he is one dead meat. if someone is going to ask him what is something that is legal but also kind of feel illegal for him, it would be this, what he is doing at the moment, eavesdropping.

he was asked to bring some documents that iwaizumi needed, which is his favorite routine cause he would be able to see iwaizumi. and when he was about to open iwaizumi's door, he suddenly stopped when he heard two familiar voices talking about something that caught oikawa's attention, an intriguing gossip that he wants to know. something that would totally make him jealous, but that would not stop him from knowing what it is.

"at least say hi, iwaizumi-kun."

oikawa was  sure, he had heard that familiar voice before. how can he forget the man who just gave him a heart attack at the parking lot, months ago? yes, it is indeed terushima yuuji.

oikawa creased his forehead, he wanted to know who are they talking about. he does not have the slightest clue who is that someone that iwaizumi needs to say hi to.

is it someone that iwaizumi's acquainted to? is it a he, she, they/them? oikawa does not know, he does not know iwaizumi's past relationships and he is pretty sure, himself, he does not want to know. 

"why should i say, hi?"

"i don't know, 'cause she's finally back?"

oikawa's eyes widened, his grip on the documents that are placed on his hands became tighter. he was worried that he might ripped or creased some pages, but that did not matter to him, at the moment. one thing is for sure, he wants to know who is this she that they are talking about.

"the fuck, what do you want me to do? welcome her with arms wide open?"

"if that is possible, why not?"

"listen here shithead, we already ended our relationship, like years ago."

"and i am pretty sure you still love her, she's the reason why you started fooling around, right? getting into relationshits just to forget about her."

oikawa's gaze met the ground, how he wished he could unhear that. he should have listened to his internal voice earlier telling him to, "go back and just let others or makki to give iwaizumi the documents that he needs." but he did not go back, he remained and listened to what iwaizumi and terushima were talking about. and he kind of regretted his decision. he just stood there, gaze fixated on the ground, letting everything that he is hearing at the moment, sink in.

they have been dating each other for six months and yet, oikawa does not know anything about iwaizumi's past relationship. he does not even know who is iwaizumi's first love.

his face twisted, upon having the thought of iwaizumi's first love. he obviously does not want to know and he totally hates the idea of knowing who is iwaizumi's first love.

"i saw her yesterday, iwaizumi-kun. and she told me she wants to see you."

"and i am the total opposite, terushima bastard!"

"you still love her, hm?"

oikawa bites his lower lip, and for a moment, he suddenly forgot how to breathe. he is quite mad or maybe he is really mad at terushima, for blabbering things that can wake something inside iwaizumi. he would have wanted to push the door open and throw himsef at iwaizumi or maybe kiss iwaizumi in front of terushima. he would have wanted to claim what is his, but first, he wants to hear how will iwaizumi answer terushima's question.