kisser for hire • iwaoi

thirty-two

it has been approximately seven days since oikawa started feeling uneasy. and even though iwaizumi keeps on reassuring him that he really loves him, still it is not enough for oikawa to actually stop himself from feeling jealous.

he is jealous, and yet, he still does not know who is that she that iwaizumi and terushima were talking about. the fact that, that person is someone who held or maybe holds a special place in iwaizumi's heart, really irritates oikawa. just by merely thinking about iwaizumi and whoever that woman is, together, shatters oikawa's heart into hundreds and thousands and millions of pieces.

he does not want to let iwaizumi go. but if the woman, whom iwaizumi loved the most, actually came back to take or to claim iwaizumi and if iwaizumi is still in love with her, oikawa would be forced to actually let iwaizumi go.

after all, he is not selfish. if that woman can really make iwaizumi happy then he is willing to let him go.

oikawa's unsettling thoughts were suddenly stopped when he felt someone flicked his forehead. oikawa's senses were brought back to reality as makki, out of nowhere, suddenly appeared in front of him and even had the guts to actually flicked oikawa's forehead.

oikawa wrinkled his nose and quickly slapped makki's fingers that were on his hair, obviously thinking of ruining his hair. "what's wrong with you? geez."

oikawa asked makki, when in fact it should be the other way around. the lad had been standing in front of oikawa for thirty seconds already, and yet, oikawa has been too deep with his own thoughts that he actually failed to notice makki, snapping his fingers in front of him, waving his hands, and even calling oikawa's name for numerous times already.

makki's genuinely worried for oikawa, the moment he saw that his friend was too deep in his thoughts, makki knew that oikawa is definitely not okay.

he did not bother himself to ask oikawa, what is wrong with him because makki knew that asking his friend what is wrong with him is like asking a stone to move on its own.

oikawa would just totally deny everything and be like, "i'm just worried that i look too cute today." and makki does not obviously want to be fed up with lies sprouting out of oikawa's mouth.

he can just force oikawa to tell him what is going on inside his head, but at some point, makki does not want to do that. just by looking at oikawa, he could tell that it is obviously something that the lad would not share with him.

"you look like you're thinking about something that you shouldn't be thinking." makki placed his hand on oikawa's shoulder, gently squeezing it. "and i bet it is something that is utterly stupid."

oikawa's eyes widened, surprised with what did makki just told him. he had a surprised look on his face for a split second, before it changed to a, 'damn-ofcourse-you-know' look.

oikawa heaved a deep sigh as he rested his chin on his curled up fingers, "actually it's not stupid." but it is the total opposite for makki, it is stupid. whatever it is that oikawa's thinking at the moment, it is stupid. even hearing oikawa's statement sounds stupid, for makki.

makki lowered his gaze, nibbling on his lower lip,  and thinking about words that he should probably tell oikawa to at least make the lad feel at ease. but in the end, he could not think of any appropriate words to tell his friend. so, he decided to just stay silent, stand near oikawa, and let oikawa know that he will always be right here.