The Great King's Queen | Oikawa X Reader

cherry

                   ~WARNING~
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(Y/N) pov

'Let me explain'  those words echoed inside my head. My curiosity leads me here, at the park where I halfway confessed to him, sitting on a bench next to him, once again.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore.

I glance over at Oikawa and he's just staring at me.
"Are you gonna say something?" I asked impatiently.
"Huh? Oh, right..."
He started to tell me that I'm not, in fact, schizophrenic, it was all Heather's doing, the doctor, my suddenly spotless house, all of it.

The entire time he was twiddling with his fingers and had his head down looking at the ground.

"So how was my house magically cleaned?" I asked.
"Cleaning crew" he responded.
"Wheres my volleyball?"
"I have it"
"Why was my jacket in the tallest cabinet in the house?"
"I was the one who hid the jacket. I was hoping you would find it and realize the truth..." he trailed off. He seemed like he wanted to say more but he didn't.

He was acting so quiet, he wasn't himself.
"And my locket?" I asked quietly.
He looked at me with sorrow. He reached in his pocket and pulled out the golden heart-shaped locket that I cherished so dearly.

He looked back at the ground and held it out to me, I took it and put it back on.
I looked over at him and he was still looking down at the ground.

"(Y/N)." he said.
"Hmm?"
"I can't express how ashamed I am. I-... I lied to you more than once. I kept thinking 'it was all to keep you safe' but I was wrong and I knew I was wrong. Yet..." he trailed off once more.
"I understand if you don't want to be around me anymore. But I want you to know that I want to be with you."

He sat up and looked me in the eyes, he was on the verge of tears.
"I love you (Y/N)."

"Oh, thanks... I guess." I said lost.

The truth is I don't know how I feel anymore. I'm just tired, love and relationships are overdue for me.
Did I still want to be with Oikawa? Was all this crap worth it?

I was pulled out of my thoughts by Oikawa grabbing my chin and pulling me in for a kiss... It felt nice. He pulled me into a warm embrace never disconnecting his lips with mine.
I had forgotten how it felt to be in his arms, the way his lips felt.
Maybe I too was in love with him, I did promise him that we would get through it together, didn't I?

I pulled away to get air, he too was out of breath.
He grabbed my right hand and held it in both of his, then he gently kissed my knuckle.
"(Y/N), Can I come over to spend the night?" he asked, "Just to make sure you're safe."  he added.

"Um, I-I don't-"
I was interrupted by a quick smooch on my lips.
"Please?" he asked with puppy dog eyes.
"...ok fine." I renounced.

I started to feel butterfly's in my stomach, we were going to spend the night together...
🏐🏐🏐

We had finally arrived at my house.
"Oikawa, you might as well get comfortable if you're going to sleep." I referred.

He nodded and began to get undressed.
I didn't want to be caught staring so I hurriedly gathered some clothes and went to go take a quick shower.

When I got out my pajamas were missing. It had to have been Oikawa, I know I brought my clothes in here.

I walked out of the bathroom wrapped in a fluffy white towel irritated, and cold.