The Great King's Queen | Oikawa X Reader

wounds

(Y/N)'s pov

     I sat up in my bed, still tired. I didn't get any sleep last night. I glanced at my calendar, Monday. The Interhigh Tournament was two weeks away. I got dressed and went downstairs, hoping that last night was a very bad nightmare.

I took a deep breath and entered the kitchen, all I saw was my mom and one plate of food.

"M-Mom? Where is he?" I stuttered. Maybe he was in the bathroom.

"He never came today, well, not at his usual time." said my mom.

I felt hopeful, maybe he was just late... Even though that's not like him. He's always early.

I kept thinking of possibilities of why he wasn't here this morning, anything but the dreadful thought of the red envelope sitting in the back of my mind.

I waited and waited. But he never came. I walked to school with the heaviness in my heart keeping me company.

I started to approach the school, I started feeling so anxious that I thought I was gonna faint.

I want to see him, no. I demand to see him.

Ironically, I didn't see him all morning. Was he avoiding me?
No, impossible that's not like him he just wouldn't.

Lunch came around quicker than I thought. I speed walked to the cafeteria, with my thoughts racing.

My thoughts along with my legs stopped when I saw him. He was sitting with...

"H-Heather?" I whispered to myself.

Our eyes locked and I felt a wave a relief wash over me. I went to give him a smile and wave but, he looked immediately looked away.

My breath felt short, and I started to feel dizzy. I felt the sting of soon to come tears through my nose. I turned around and ran to the bathroom.

I got there before I even shed a single tear. I immediately splashed my face with water trying to calm myself down.

I looked in the mirror and confirmed to myself that this isn't a nightmare, this is reality.

Heather was forcing us apart. And there was nothing I could do about it.

I started laughing hysterically.

"The audacity she has! She really does whatever to get what she wants." I chuckled to myself.

I looked at my reflection once more and shook my head.

I can't let this affect me, I may not be able to talk to him or touch him but she never said I couldn't look at him.

I held the golden locket hanging around my neck. "I need to focus on one thing a time".
And that one thing was girls volleyball tryouts.

I walked out of the bathroom after I regained my mentality and decided to go to the gym and go help with practice, I was still the manager after all.

I locked eyes with Miso Soup girl. I looked away as quickly as I could.

She bumped into me.

"Oops, haha sorry!" she laughed.

I ignored her and kept walking to the gym.

For some reason, it felt like people were staring at me.

I started hearing bits and pieces of random conversations.

'Yeah, they totally got back together!'
'He totally dumped her ass aha!'
'I heard she was just a rebound.'