Hello, Daddy (A Supernatural Fanfic)

Chapter 16: Hello, My Hero

*Anna's POV*

        I woke up in the middle of the night because I was very uncomfortable on this couch. I wonder if Dean's back. I'm still mad at him though. Maybe a little bit more mad than I should be. But I have ever right to be. He promised he'd take her TO SCHOOL. 

        And now, with this pregnancy, what am I going to do? He's gonna be leaving sooner or later, but what can I do about that. He HAS to leave. He's got his own obligations. 

        I tiptoed upstairs. I walked past my room. Dean was still asleep. He was clutching my pillow. He was sweating too. I should go get him some water. I don't know why I care so much. I went and got him a cup of water. I walked back upstairs and placed it on the nightstand for him. 

        I went back downstairs and felt like sleeping again- even if it was on that uncomfortable couch. I wonder if I can even fall back asleep. They say you shouldn't go to bed angry, but I guess that's what I'm gonna have to do. 

        I laid on the cough and enveloped myself in my awesome blanket. The warmth sent signals to my brain, indicating that I should go back to sleep. 

        My dream started out good. Then I saw a baby. My baby. The one I have not had yet. Or at least I assumed that. I was holding that baby real close and it had my eyes. I couldn't tell the gender. I was trying to keep the baby from Dean for some reason and the more I did that, I was slowly losing him. It was terrifying.

         I wanted to scream for Dean to come back, but in my dream, I was pushing him further. He fell into a pit because I kicked him out. Joanna and Sam were trying to save Dean, but Dean slipped from Sam's grip. 

        I wished that I could save him, but I couldn't. I was too busy pushing him away. I tried to jump in after him, but something was stopping me from diving in. Anger washed over me in my dream and I was mad at myself for pushing him away. I knew it was only a dream, but it felt so real. 

        I woke up and it was about 6:10-ish. I need to wake up Joanna for school. I also need to change out of these clothes. I'd been sweating in them under this blanket. Mm. Mm. Mm. Betrayed by it's softness. 

        I walked up stairs quietly and into my bedroom, careful not to disturb Dean. I walked into my closet and pulled out some clothes to change into. I went back into my bedroom in only my undergarments because I had to throw my old clothes in the wash. I put the clean clothes on.

        Dean shifted his position in the bed. "Anna? What are you doing?" Dean mumbled, looking so sleepy. "Nothing. Go back to sleep." I whispered and finished dressing. He went back to bed. 

        I went into Joanna's room, tying my hair up into a messy bun. "Wake up, baby. Time for school." I whispered as I nudged her. She let out a quiet "mmmm" and her eyes shot open. "Mommy. Good morning." She said, smiling. 

        "Good morning. Time for you to get ready. I'll get your breakfast and lunch ready for you in 10 minutes. Your bus will be here in 30 minutes. I checked. Go get a move on." I said, pulling her up from her bed. I hugged her and kissed her cheek. She went and did as she was told. 

        I walked downstairs and got her breakfast ready. Then she came down and ate it. While she was eating, I packed her lunch with only 5 minutes to spare. Oh. I almost forgot. "Jojo. Jeremiah left you a present. " I said, handing her the necklace locket that was in my jean shorts pocket.  

        "I have to tell him that it's awesome, when I get home later. Mommy can I spend the night at my friend Hannah's house? She lives 4 houses down." Joanna said. A new friend already?