The nanny• Kim Namjoon

chapter 65

Time skip

Namjoon felt like he lost everything even if it was still there.

He'd been drinking more, drinking stronger alcohol and crying a lot. He didn't imagine himself being such a cry baby but the man would cry for long hours, not even knowing what he was crying for, there wasn't a main reason, he cried for all sorts of things.

His parents threatened to take the company away from him because he cancelled the collaboration which did in fact cause the company to lose millions. He also got scolded for the stupid excuse he made up as the reason for cancelling the collaboration, it wasn't like he could've just told them about Diana just like that.

His children were coming back from America soon and he hasn't spoken to them in a while because of how busy he's been and because he didn't want them to see him crying and ask questions. He missed his little muffins a lot though.

He tried contacting hwasa but she was unavailable due to preparations for her comeback. He obviously wanted to have sex with her but he also wanted to talk about splitting, sex was better than communication in their relationship, it was the only consistent thing.

Diana hasn't spoken to him since his confession. It was understandable since she had a sudden reunion with her parents, more so her father. He remembered how scared she looked and how her body reacted while looking at her father. Namjoon was right there when the man spat disgusting things to his own child and whenhe raised his hand and hit her.

She needed someone right now, she needed someone to talk to and someone to just be there to comfort her and wipe her tears but namjoon didn't want to overstep, he fucked up by being selfish and using the moment to give Diana more burdens.

She didn't even leave her room since she had her own bedroom and a mini fridge. She didn't cook which meant namjoon didn't really eat. The only time he ate was before drinking alcohol.

He was even more sure of his feelings towards her but was confused when she apologized after hearing him confess. He knew that she didn't feel anything for him and that she didn't exactly reject him, she just apologized and namjoon didn't know why.

"this is some messy shit" was the first thing yoongi said once namjoon finished explaining the situation, he wanted to laugh because he knew this was coming ever since that time where he almost caught them kissing, from the way namjoon looked at her as if she was a piece if coding and how comfortable Diana confessed that she was having sex with hwasa and that the whole thing was basically a game to her.

He felt sorry for namjoon, he was innocent in this situation and it's going to fuck him up in the end. he fell in love with someone who was fucking his wife behind his back, this was some kdrama worthy shit.

Namjoon sighed then took another sip of the cognac. Yoongi and him were having a drink in his cellar since he called yoongi over as if it was an emergency and it felt as such, he needed his Hyung's opinion on this situation but he didn't seem as helpful as he thought he would've been.

Yoongi barely touched his glass of wine while namjoon stopped drinking wine a while ago and moved on to cognac, he could tolerate large amounts of alcohol but the way he consumed it was alarming, drinking it as if it was water.

"her lips were so fucking soft, yoongs, I felt as if I was kissing clouds and fuck, don't get me started on how soft her ass felt in my hands" namjoon marvelled then took another sip of the alcohol. Yoongi winced, not enjoying the sight of him drowning his liver, "do not start, I don't want you popping a boner in the middle of our conversation" yoongi joked, making namjoon laugh a bit.

"but I'm telling you, I never knew that kissing felt so nice" namjoon admitted and yoongi cocked an eyebrow because of his words, "but didn't you used to kiss hwasa?" he thought out loud and namjoon rolled his eyes, "kissing feels different when you want to do it and you love the person you're doing it with" he snapped and yoongi threw up his hands in Défense.

"in all seriousness, I think that you shouldn't let love blind you and make you be selfish, give her space and when she comes for help, you help her, sort out your business and have a serious talk with hwasa about your marriage if you really want to peruse Diana" yoongi advised then took a victorious sip of the wine and immediately regretted it as he scrunched his face, he hates wine.

"as much I don't want to listen to your shit, imma listen to it and do it and see where it ends up and I swear that If this makes everything worst, ill shave your head" namjoon promised as he slurred on his words, making yoongi laugh, "it was nice hanging out with you but I gotta go" yoongi pats his shoulder before walking out.

On his way out of the kitchen, he saw Dianna cutting up vegetables and he really wanted to give her an earful about this love triangle but he didn't want to worsen her mental state so he just kissed her cheek then left.

Namjoon walked out of the cellar then closes the door. He walks into the kitchen and his eyes immediately found Diana's back as she was focused on chopping up vegetables.

His heart plummeted in surprise then skyrocketed out of happiness. She finally came out of her room and she was cooking. He was drunk and he really didn't want to do something he would regret so he basically bolted out of the kitchen

Diana frowned when he left of because she wanted to treat him and talk to him, she was ready to tell him everything, to admit that she needed help and to tell him about her affair with hwasa.

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