Its Too Much..

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ANNIES POV

Its been nearly a week since the spray paint incident and mid term is over which means back to Biology for me... Yuck!

I have been staying out of sight for most of the week, apart from biology and regular trips to Joshs place, all though we haven't had proper sex yet. I wonder why its taking so long. I guess we have had many opportunities but we keep getting interrupted. I think he feels like he has to take it slow with me, you know because of what happened that evening...  to be honest I would have sex with him any time he wanted.

I haven't been out in like forever and I'm trying to keep a low profile. Jaymi hasn't tried to contact me and Josh still doesn't no about the phone call.

At least there hasn't been anymore rocks through our window or spray paint on our door, I guess that's an upside to this whole mess.

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Josh and I are at my place today, I made sure that Aoibhin and Jade werent going to be here.

'So its your birthday at the weekend.' Josh says as he hands me a cup of tea.

'Yea... Don't remind me,' I sigh.

'Why not! Come on, its a great excuse for a party! What happened to the girl who gets so drunk and dances on tables,' he jokes and I shove him playfully.

'That girl has learnt from her mistakes and never wants to get that drunk again! I think I'll just go to dinner with the girls.' I guess I wouldn't mind a party, I just wish that Josh could be there.

'So your not going to have a party?' He asks as he runs his hand up my thigh.

'Er...what?' It throws me completely off track and I can't even remember what we were talking about. 'Sorry, you just distracted me a little.' I try to say seductivly , but I was never good at acting sexy, I am more of the clumsy type.

He laughs, 'oh, sorry,' he removes his hand and I feel my body instantly longing for his touch.

I look up at him, 'I didn't say that you had to stop,' I whisper. He smirks and slides his hand dangerously close to my lady parts.

I take charge and climb on top of him. My hands roam freely in his hair and his hands are now cupping my ass. Our lips collide and the feeling is so farmiliar now that I don't even have to think, I just do. I know were to touch him to send him over the edge and I know he feels the same about me.

His tongue slides along my bottom lip and I feel the pleasure instantly.

'How about we move to the bedroom,' I whisper.

'Good idea,' he smirks. I always had a vision of what our first time would be like. Romantic like in the movies, but right now I don't give a fuck, I just need him in me right now or I'll go crazy.

I waste no time getting undressed and when my bed dips as Josh slides into it I smile. 'Josh?' I don't no why that came out in the form of a question.

'You were expecting another man to climb into your bed?' He chuckles.

I suck in a deep breath when he starts circling a finger around my belly button. Every inch if my skin being cradled by the soft sheets, everywhere it presses against  Joshs warm flesh. My eyes flutter as he cups my breasts.

'Josh..' I pant. He flips me over onto my back, his mouth silencing mine in one swift move. His hips fit between the notch of my thighs and pushs forward.

Finally he breaks the kiss, speaking gruffly near my ear. 'We are not being interrupted this time. I'm going to put myself inside of you,' his words surprise me, he is different, and I like it. His words make me moan a little, make me drop my hands to his ass and pull him closer.

His mouth traces a path down my naked chest.

I'm not sure what I see in his eyes, but it makes my heart trip over itself, then pound so loud I can hear it.

'Annie, tell me I can have you...' He pants. I have never seen him like this before.

'I can do better than that,' I say seductivly in his ear. I push him onto his back, giving him a moment to look over my naked body above him, I lean down and drag my tongue down his chest, his belly. I grip him in my hand and stroke until he chokes my name.

'Use your hands... Christ... That's how I like it, but you know that don't you.'

Last time this move sent him over the edge and today is no different. He muscles tighten.

Before I even sense him moving, he sits up and pulls me away from his lap. He comes up on his knees and spins me around, putting me on my hands and knees I front of him. His fingers trail down my spine and smooths over my ass, sensitizing my skin even more, making me arch my back into his hands.

Across the room I catch sight of us in the full length mirror. Josh's strong frame towering over mine, the exotic position, at least to me, is so provocative. He hasn't noticed our reflection yet, so he's not aware that I can see his face. The way he is looking at me traps my next breath in my lungs. Its as though he is cherishing the moment, cherishing the sight if me waiting for him.

Then he sees me watching him in the mirror across the room and lust takes over. Keeping his gaze on me, he slides two fingers between my legs, applying pressure right where I am dieing for it. We both bite back at the sight of him touching me, of my body's reaction.

After reaching into his discarded jeans for a condom (he must have been expecting to have sex with me today) and rolling it on, he grabs a pillow from the bed, tossing it down in front of me. 'Scream into this,' he smirks and I take it gladdly.

Then he thrusts inside of me, pushing deep and holding while my voice cracks on a scream, muffled by the soft material of the pillow. He grips my hips and starts to move and honest to God the sight if his muscular body taking me this way, watching it happen is one of the most liberating experiences of my life.

Josh's abdomen flexes with each twist of his hips. My flesh gives under the bruising grip of his hands. We are both biting our lips to keeps quite but the bed is creaking underneath me.

'Do you like what you see?'

'God yes' I answer without hesitation.

His eyes squeeze shut when I start pushing back against him, urging him to go faster. One of his hands leaves my hip to massage me where our bodies meet. He laughs under his breath when I have to drop my face into the pillow to moan.

'Babe,' he pants. 'It has to be soon, I don't want it to end, but...'

'Its too much.'

'Yes.' His hips are moving in a blurr now. 'Fuck, yes.'

Watching him struggle to hold back from me, seeing his arm and neck muscles strain with the effort, sends me crashing into pleasure. I force myself to keep my eyes open so i can see him come apart.... And its the hottest thing ever!

He falls forward to press his chest agaisnt my back as he pushs deep and growls through his climax. His eyes never leave mine. I know he wants me to watch what I do to him, what we do to each other.

Josh pulls me down onto the bed tucking me against him before I can get up. He's holding me so tight that I have no choice but to relax little by little.

'Josh,' I say when I rtreive my breath.

'I know,' he whispers into me ear.

'So that is what I have been missing out on.' I smile.

'Yep...' We both lie on our backs now and  stare at the ceiling.

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