Sweet little Diggory (Draco Malfoy fanfic)

Chapter 16.

Draco POV
  It was getting cold as the night passed us by, I walked inside grabbing two blankets from the cabinet in my closet. I headed outside and wrapped one blanket around Madison, i plopped next to her covering myself as well.
  "Since when do you smoke?" I asked.
She looked over at me for the first time after we stepped into the balcony. Her face being berly seen as the moon tried to offer us as much light as possible.
  "It helps clear my mind and pain." She explained.
  "Madison do you want to talk? Maybe if you talk to me you'll feel better."
  She shook her head looking foward into the forrest again. She sighed running her fingers through her hair.
  "There's nothing to say Voldemort explained everything."
"But maybe if you express how you feel, it could help clear your head?" I questioned.
   She stood to her feet, and walked towards me. I was hoping she would go tempt me with her lips, or make me blush at one of her naughty remarks catching me completely off guard. Instead she stood there with lifted brows waiting for an action on my behalf.
  "Aren't we going inside? It's getting late." She asked.
  "Uh- yeah." Is all i could manage to say. I didn't want to over step my boundaries, i had no clue what she was okay with so i headed inside following in her steps. She stood on the opposite side of the bed claiming her spot, her fingers grasped the hem of her jeans pulling them down along with her shoes. I wanted to gawk at her and feel her skin against mine, but what that would only be seen as taking advantage of the stage she was in. She layed under the duvet her eyes never leaving mine, her gaze was so intense that confused me all together. I didn't know if i was allowed to kiss her, hug her, or even hold her hand. I would highly doubt it though seeing as she thought i cared about Pansy. I grabbed the duvet letting my body slide under it facing Madison, she hummed in pleasure closing her eyes. I looked over my balcony window taking in the view, foggy clouds trying to cover the moon and protect it from eyes who didn't deserve it.
  "Your bed feels lovely,better than sleeping on the floor."
I looked over her direction, her eyes remained close. I could only stare at her face, the way her lips would get more red and her skin would whiten from the coldness. The way her eyelashes wanted to kiss her cheeks, the strands of hair molding her view in an angelic manner.
  "You didn't sleep in a bed?" I asked.
"No, the first night i had passed out on the floor after getting kicked and beaten, i was mostly on the ground. After i went to go see Voldemort i was tied down forced to sleep on the dirt of a cemetery." She explained.
  I turned over looking at her directly wanting to take in her presence as much as possible because I didn't know if i would have the chance to see her this calm again. She was just always so careless and kept getting herself into a mess after mess, she never thought of the consequences. No matter who told her otherwise she would only listen to her own judgment.
  "I'm scared." I admitted.
She peeked her eyes at me before closing them again, a smile threatening to fall upon her face.
  "Draco Malfoy is scared? That is definitely a first." She chuckle.
  "I'm serious Madison. I fear for you, you're so reckless and stubborn. You don't think about anything, you're supposed to feel the waters first not jump head in and drown in the process. Your life is at stake and all you can think about is Cedric! I know you love him i get it and to suddenly know who you thought you were isn't who you really are must be shitty, but can't you think about yourself for a second. You take everything so breezy and act as if what is happening to you isn't anything to worry about as if it were merely a dream. You might not care but i do so can't you be selfish for once and put yourself first?"
I was out of breath i was angry at everything and everyone. The fact that my father had to always involve me in things or screw plans up, the way my mother would let father overrule but bowed at the feet of the lord, the way Voldemort didn't care about anyone but himself and dragged Madison along to dangle her in front of me, and the way that Madison brushed extreme problems off her shoulders.  Madison smiled at me for the first time and leaned foward, I didn't even know what to do all i could think about was the fact that she was so bipolar. Her mood would change immensely and pretend like she did not whiplash people, she liked toying with feelings. She placed a kiss on my lips and that was the first time after what seemed like decades that i felt happy. I love those lips so much i felt like it was my oxygen and my drug. It sounds cheesy but she drives me insane making me say stupid shit i would never even dream of saying. How could i reject when it was what i wanted all along to feel her soft lips against my own as our tongues danced to a familiar tune. Her lips were made to be molded with mine and her hand was made to lace with mine. We separated as we both felt we needed air i looked deep into her eyes trying to read her feelings or thoughts, but there was still nothing there.
  "Next time you want a kiss just ask, however don't mention this to anyone I don't want to cause you any problems." She exclaimed.
At that instant i knew that when she said problems she meant Pansy but i was to show Madison that where my heart belonged was to her. I wouldn't stop until I wouldn't even remind her because she would have it marked on her body.  Where i could have my Madison back and feel the same tornado in my stomach causing all my insides to fly around causing ruckus like in Dr. of oz. i was going to stop at nothing until her smile would remain on her face and her brows wouldn't furrow, where she could walk freely doing anything she desired and not get punished. Where we could walk hand in hand showing nothing but pure affection and appreciation for each other.
  "Goodnight Draco." She said as she turned to face away from me falling asleep instantly.
  "Goodnight Madison." I answered back with hope because now i had determination and looked foward to the next day.