Dillauded trauma

Who are you?

After spencer's heart monitor went flat, they rushed him into emergency surgery. The whole team comes back into the room to try and comfort you but you can't seem to stop crying. J.J. and Emily rush to your side and try to call you down but it is not working, you just keep crying for around 30 minutes. When you finally calm down, the doctor has an update about spencer.

"he is in surgery now but this time it is brain surgery, it seems when he fell when he overdosed, he hit his head pretty hard and had a major concussion which lead to a brain bleed." You cover your mouth, so you won't start crying.

"the surgery will be very long, around 10 hours but if all goes planned, he will make it with no complications. Someone will come give you all updates every hour. Well I better be getting back to surgery; we will be starting any second now." The doctor turns around and starts to run back to the OR.

Once the doctor leaves, you burst out crying again, "this wouldn't have happened if I had realized what was going on earlier!! If I had went into the bathroom earlier and caught him." The whole team just looks at you with sad eyes, but Morgan is the first one to talk.

"hey, baby, this isn't your fault, you had no idea what was going on in spencer's brain. Stop beating yourself up." "yeah, none of us saw this coming, and we've known spencer for over 6 years." J.J. says as she walks over to Morgan and puts her arm around him.

It was a very long 10 hours but after 10 hours of not sleeping and scared teammates, the doctor comes in to tell the final news of the surgery. "everything went as planned, there was one small complication but we got it all fixed up so it should be fine. He should be up within the next hour so you should be able to see him then if you are already."

"YES!" the whole team yells at once. The doctor turns and leaves to go check and make sure Spencer got all set up in his new room. You look back at the team and ask, "is it ok if I see him first? I want to make sure he's ok first."

"actually, I think we should save the best for last." Hotch says as he looks around to the team. Everybody nods and you smile back. You are so ready to see Spencer after such a long night without him. And not knowing if he was going to make it.

After about and hour and a half, after everyone had seen spencer, it was finally your turn. The room couldn't fit 2 beds, so you had to move to a wheelchair. It was very painful to move but you barely noticed it, you were just so excited to see spencer again.

As Morgan rolls your wheelchair into spencer's room and the whole team makes room for you. Spencer looks at you with a confused look on his face. "who are you? Have I met you? Are you a friend of Morgan's?" the whole team looks back at you with wide eyes. You cover your mouth so you wont start crying. You try to look back at spencer but you can't, you say to Morgan, "please take me out of here, I need to get out of here, I cant breath!" Morgan turns you around and brings you to the nearest nurses station.

"hey! She needs help, she cant breath" Morgan yells to the nurses, that's the last thing you remember before passing out from the shock.