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You somehow convince spencer to not take you to the hospital, but he still has his phone next to him in case he needs to call. "I'm fine, its just a little headache, the doctor said that would happen."

"I wouldn't call it a little headache is it made you fall to the floor!" spencer says as he helps you back to you bed. "here, you threw up all your food, so you need to eat the food I got you. Its not the best but it should put some food in your stomach." Spencer hold up the muffin he got you. You back away because you are not hungry.

"I'm sorry, I don't want to eat right now."

"if you don't eat, I have to chose to take you to the hospital."

"fine, fine, I'll eat. Just give me a second. I need to take a break from everything." You say to spencer. He backs away a little offended. "well I'm sorry but I can't leave you alone because I can't trust that you won't get up right as I leave."

"you don't trust me?" you say kind of sadly. "not right now, no." spencer says as he leans down in front of you. He tries to kiss you, but you pull away. "I know it's hard, but I just want to make sure you get better as fast as you can."

You lay down and face away from spencer. You hear him sigh but he does not move. He just sits down against the wall. After about 30 minutes of just laying down, avoiding spencer. You sit up to find that spencer is laying against the wall asleep. You can't help but laugh. Luckily, you don't wake him up when you do

You slowly reach over to grab the muffin. You then get out of bed to go sit next to spencer. You lay your head on his shoulder which wakes him up. "I'm sorry I was snapping at you; I've just had a hard couple of months. I still love you and nothing will change my mind."

Spencer looks over to you with tired eyes. "I'm sorry too, I've been so tough and controlling with you. But that is only because I want you to get better." He says when he is waking up. As soon as he wakes up fully, he looks over to you and sees that you are both on the ground. "hey! get back up into bed! What are you doing?" spencer says as he gets up and lifts you onto the bed as you laugh.

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