Intoxicating [VMinkook]

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Let Me Down Slowly- Alec Benjamin

Note: Not edited (excuses few mistakes here and there)

He stands in front of the familiar door, unable to look at the wooden frame but more to his worn out shoes as they shuffle over each other in his normal nervous habit.

What a stupid idea it was to come here in the first place, with no idea at all on what to say, yet Felix still found himself where his heart tugged towards to.

This is stupid.

So so stupid, but it's something he has to do.

He can't keep running away.

Not anymore.

So with what's left of his nonexistent pride, Felix raises his hand and knocks on the door, now considering running away after he realized what he just did.

Fuck!

Fuckkkkkk! Fuck!

What did he just fucking do!

Nope, not happening.

Its not too late to run.

Yes, mind as well do that-

The front door suddenly clicks open, revealing a tired Yeosang standing there in the midst of yawning.

He nearly choked on air when he sees Felix instead.

Too late.

Felix shivers on the spot, gulping thickly when Yeosang rubs his eyes to make sure he's not dreaming and then glances past Felix to notice he's alone.

"My brother?"

Felix fiddles with his shakily hands, trying to control the way they're shaking now, "He's at the arcade with the rest. I came alone because..... Well I need to talk to both-"

The front door was just about to slam shut on his face, but thankfully Felix was quick enough to put his foot in between to stop it.

Oh that annoyed Yeosang badly.

His still busted lips snarled, "We have nothing to fucking talk about!"

"Yes we do!"

"Felix?"

His eyes snaps past Yeosang to look at Hwanwoong standing behind him, glancing between the two cautiously before finally settling his gaze on Felix. The burning emotions are clear behind his eyes as his face softens to the sight of Felix, slowly going up to Yeosang and placing a hand on his shoulder.

"Let's just see what he has to say, okay?" Hwanwoong whispers to his boyfriend, who's a heaving angry mess with his glare unnerving to Felix, "We need the closure, don't you think?"

Yeosang didn't react, not instantly at least, however he did release a heavy sigh a few moments after before rolling his eyes and extending the front door wider to let Felix through.

Well...... Here goes nothing.

Now wanting nothing more but to puke all of his organs out, Felix steps inside Yeosang's home. The couple didn't do sparing much of an awkward silence as they walk to the living room with Felix behind them. Yeosang nods to the couch for Felix to sit while he leaned against the wall and Hwanwoong sat on the other side of the couch, his full attention to Felix.

How badly Felix wanted to stall right now.

He wanted to let the Earth completely devour him from existence and hope he doesn't come back out alive. He's trembling so bad in nerves but he knows he has to do this sooner or later.