Love, Magui (Cagayan State University #2)

#LoveMagui01

Letter 1
09/11

Hi Cj,

Cj or Kuya Cj? Siguro Cj na lang... I know your friends can only call you that way, even my Achi does. But can I call you Cj too? Sorry, this is just me getting my hopes up. Clearly, I don't even know if you are aware of my existence. Tuwing pumupunta ka kasi sa bahay para sa rehearsals niyo nila Ahia ay lagi akong nagtatago. I was just so shy and afraid. But you know, my heart skips a beat everytime I secretly stare at you from afar.

I am writing you a letter because I think this is the only thing I can do for now. Kahit na 'di ko pa alam kung maibibigay ko ito sa'yo. Hindi pa kita kasi kayang lapitan at makipag-usap sa'yo. I'm not like Achi whom you can easily vibe with. But I'm happy to see you even when you can't see me. It's okay if I'm the only one who's looking.

Your love for music touched my heart since the day I heard you play. Whenever I watch you strumming the guitar, you look so free... at nadadala mo ko sa kalayaan mo. You make me happy even the little things that you do.

I will keep these letters for now until I can gather my courage.

Maybe this is nothing for you but I admire you, Cj.

Love,

Magui