Twenty Five

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I turn my head towards her but she act normal and feed herself with the meat. Why is she acting this way?Did she hate me because I like her or I make it difficult with her? I put the chopstick on the on the table and rise up from my seat "I lost my appetite excuse me" I let them eat without me. I'm hungry but seeing her paying no attention to me makes it hard yo be close to her. I lock myself inside my room and slid down against the door holding back my tears. Why is loving someone can be this hurt? Now she's happy with her son if she only return my feelings I don't if she's a single mother or whatever, I just want her. How can other survive like this? Am I hurt like this because its my first time having feelings for someone. I want her to talk to me like she did before, I want to talk to her, I want to see her smile for me again.

Next day

Audience start to fill up the empty seat and VVIP sits on the first floor. "grandma grandpa!!" the voice of her son echo through my ear. I turn my head to the left to see her son smile to Mr Song and his wife. My lips curve up a little but I quickly look front again, turning my head from them. I wish I could be his father.

The brights  lights now  replace by a dim light and a slow music starts to play and Miss Veronica, our special guest as well as our special host start speaking through the mic.

               2 hours later...

The shows finally end and everyone clap their hands. I smile in satisfaction because most of the designs are her design. Since my best designer is arrested her designs are cancelled and gives opportunity to Y/n and other designers. "I like Miss Y/n's design the most, they are so unique Jungkook..." one of the VVIP guest compliment him "I like Lia's design as well Taehyung, they are beautiful and those shoes, bags and jeweleries are so damn beautiful." we thank uncle Im who keep supporting our company since then. We thank him , soon the guest start to leave the hall. "I can't wait winter and wear our designs.. and those clothes that we can still wear..aish I love all of them" some employees start complimenting their own designs.

                    "Y/n P.O.V"
"Mama are you tired? Should I give you massage??" I smile at his ideas and nod my head. I sits on the couch besides him but back facing him. We are still at the dressing room while some workers start cleaning the room and move the clothes to the department store. My baby start massage my shoulder with his small hands which makes me can't stop giggle. "Jinsu-ah are you happy you can meet grandma and grandpa again?" before the shows start I take a glimpse of him smiling widely with mom, Mr Song and his wife. I can't help but feel so happy. Jinsu answer me positively and keep massaging my shoulders. "Ouch..haha..." I laugh when he start to tickle my neck, I grab his wrist to stop and face him "my baby is turning to be a bad boy? Huh??" I take my revenge by doing the same yo him, hearing his laugh happily makes me s happy.. "Ehem" hearing someone clear his or her troat I stop but still giggle with my baby, we turn around and see Jungkook walking towards us. "Uncle Kookie" he spread his arms to indicate him that he wants to hug him, Jungkook gladly take him in his arms and pinch the tip of his nose. "I see our baby works so hard and help mama and her friends...so do you want me to buy you ice cream?" I slap his shoulder lightly.

"Its already evening for ice cream Jungkook" I scold him but both of the look at each other. To my surprise its like they read each other mind, both of them pout cutely together giving me their puppy eyes. "No means no" I try to act cool and stay on my words but they start to whine and pull my sleeves. "Please mama I want ice cream" I sigh and give up. "Okay but not too much" they cheer happily and rise from their seat. Jungkook playfully fly him on the air then catch him again and Jinsu signal him to do more. "Such a baby" I mumble and shake my head but smile. Take my bag from the couch and leave the room as well...

8 : 12 pm

Me and Jinsu laid on the bed together, his sleeping on my arms as I pad hi back and hum a lullaby for him only while closing my eyes. Once I make sure that he fall into his deep sleep I take my arms from his head but replace it with the pillow. I kiss his forehead and pull the blanket a little higher. I get off from the bed and step out from the room. Once I did that Taehyung oppa just come out from his room as well. Our eyes meet but no words left our mouth, its awkward so I break it "can we talk for  a moment?"

"Oh okay" I lead the way out from this penthouse and walk towards the beach with him following me behind in silence. My heart keeps on pounding harder and harder when we're close yo the beach. I stop walking as  we reach it and turn around to face just to see that he just got on my back. "I'm sorry" I finally say it "I wanted to say 'sorry' since I talk to you like that at the hospital. I keep thinking and feel guilt and I'm too scared and coward to come to you. You won't forgive me...I know its hurt to forgive me...knowing that I have a lost son that time but keep going out with you I feel so ashamed. I'm sorry please forgive me." The whole time I can't keep my eye in contact with him. I really felt so ashamed and guilt for him. Since so words comes out from him I look up just to see him staring at me, he doesn't even blink. "Oppa?" I wave my hands in front of his face then he quickly catch my wrist "do you know how hurt I am?" no I don't know so I look at the sand "look at me Y/n" his soft angelic voice call me my name so I look up "I hate you very much, I told you 'you are the first person whom I'm interested to or who got my attention' at pur first time lunch together. Its true and I'm really hurt when you did this to me. I don't even know what to do or think. I keep asking myself 'am I not that worth for her?' or 'doesn't she have feelings for me?'..." I cut him off there "no its not true. I like you too but I didn't want to say or let other know because I'm ashamed of myself. I like you too"

No words leave our mouth again but our eyes never break the contact. The sound of the sea wave and the light moon which can me to see his handsome yet angelic face clearly. He let go of my wrist "I'm sorry if I go too far. I know I have son and should have feeling for you but...." my sentences stop on the mid way as his lips firmly press on my which catch me off gourd. My eyes widen but I didn't back away nor he did. So I slowly close my eyes and kiss him. I snake my arm around his neck as his arms did the same on my waist. "I love you Y/n" we both smile to each other "I love you too" then our lips met again.

The sound of people clapping their hands and cheering, sounds of firework echo through the silent night. We break the kiss and turn around to see the others standing a few meters away from us. Both of our cheeks turns bright red, this is so embarrassing. He turn to look at me again and cup my cheek "I love you Y/n and about Jinsu..you don't have to worry I'll replace Jong An for him." I smile and thank him. This cause me to almost break into tears whenever I think about it, If I didn't choose the right one, or never meet the one. Jinsu will always feel insecure and hates me or himself because he didn't have a father. But now, Taehyung oppa finally replace Jong An as Jinsu father.

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