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53. Eyes of the shinest blue yet the darkest blue

I looked into her eyes and they were almost the only light I could see. The darkest and shiniest blue.

"Who told you it was a good idea to trick me?" I tried not to show it but my heart was beating in a level it has never been.

I'm really are in trouble.

She looked into my eyes and she looked really really nervous like she didn't know what was going on.
My body was pressed against hers so that made her even more nervous which turned me on even more.

All my guy friends say that if a girl is flirty and actually fights back then that's what turns them on but why does that not work for me?

I mean ok here she is... just trying to figure out what the hell im doing (and I'm trying to figure it out too) but yet she still turns me on the most.

Like her quietness, her hard to get face, her nervous face, when she doesn't know what the hell is going on 24/7 and confused, her innocence self.

Just everything.

I mean she can literally be drinking a glass of water in the middle of the night with some type of grey shorts and a white crop top and I would still be turned on to the point where I almost lose control and if I don't control my self and actually look away and try to find sum else to focus on imma lose control.

In other ways I have to actually look after her since some assholes don't care about the opinions they just care about tailing her and shit.

We started to argue for a good while and the control I had went away the second I really focused on her body. The only 2% of control I had was gonna be gone in no time.

Her body looked so..... my thoughts are so weird. Tf.

No

But her body just looked perfect in that dress.

My thoughts went wild and then I remembered. If I tell her that I'm here just to know who the guy was who kissed my sister then it wouldn't mean anything? Right?

We started to argue about me forcing her to tell me but then she kept refusing. So I made a game with her.

I would give it 3 tries and if she doesn't admit then.... I'm going to kiss her WHICH.

You might think that I'm an asshole but I actually want the kiss. I don't fucking care about who the guy was I mean I do but like imma find it soon.

She looked at me like I was fucking crazy when I motioned the kiss. She looked really nervous and like forgot how to breathe.

It made me smirk but she was looking like nobody could resisted her. If I don't take away her first kiss then nobody else will with force.

I gave her 2 tries and she didn't answer. I couldn't believe myself of what I was doing. I mean ok fine the minute I knew what crushes were and all the other shit with it I had to start controlling myself around her.

I have been controlling myself around her for years. I don't show it but it's sometimes so hard that I get away.

The third time came and she was really scared.

"You're an asshole" she said as she closed her eyes because she didn't answer. "Then just tell me" I looked her up and down with my raised eyebrow then she got mad and hissed at me. "You're going to fucking kill him"