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51.

"Are you fucking serious?" My voice got out low and shaky.

I held the piece of my dress tightly trying to keep the answer inside of me.

His eyes were on me and I didn't know what to say.

Even his steps. He came close yet again and just was.... Taking it all in.

All the arguing we had. All the anger I had inside of me was just.... Gone.

It was like he just made it go away. I was yet again the breathless Wavily that was melting in his hands again.

If I think what's hes about to do... them I don't want it like this. I mean ok fine this roof is the prettiest place but at least like.

I want the person to like actually be- like I want to enjoy it too. I mean like not just because of a thing he wants to know you know?

Like he's about to do something that he wouldn't do if he had a choice which that's not how I want my first kiss to be.

Like I want the guy to like actually want to kiss me. Not just because he wants to know something from me.

As I was thinking I heard

"what's his name, wavily" which snapped me out of my thoughts.

SHIT.

"15..14..13..12" HES COUNTING.

I squeezed my eyes shut even more as he finished counting for the first time. He was about to start the second time..

"Dayven you can't do th-" before I finished I opened my eyes and he was so close, oh my god.

I tried to like find another thing to hold instead of my dress but there was nothing.

"1 more try to skip your first kiss" he whispered in my ear and oh man did he sound flirty.

Weren't we just fighting? How am I this quiet in his hands and how did he get back to his flirty self?

At this point I don't think me and air even know each other. "I mean it's not that bad to have your first kiss with me but... not in a way like this I would say" he smiled. I could feel him smiling as he knew he pissed me off.

"Asshole" was the only word that came out as quiet as possible. It was almost like I mouthed it.

He chuckled quietly. "Last chance.." he said and that's when I realized he was literally distracting me from it. "Wavily, your kiss or the guys name?" He spoke.

"You're going to fucking kill him" I opened my eyes again. "So you do know him" he raised his eyebrows.

I looked down and anywhere other than his eyes. "8..7...6..5..4....3...2.." and he stopped.

My breathing became so heavy as he came closer and I squeezed my eyes shut... held the end of my dress.

10 seconds...15.... why do I feel nothing? Is that what kissing feels like? Why do people hype up kissing so much?

"Is that what it feels like?.... why can I move my lips still?" I had like questions... were movies lying.

I suddenly heard Davyen laugh. I opened my eyes and looked at him but it wasn't even 3 seconds when he went "dumbass" and......
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Suddenly all I could feel were his lips... his body against mine. His smirk while his lips touching mine. His lips felt so so so soft. His lips were even warm. I know that's weird. I didn't wanna like it but I did-.

The world has never been this dizzy.

My eyes were shut, I didn't dare to open them. Dayven has really gone crazy.