The Guilty Kiss

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"You're up early." Nyx walked out of his room to find Ahsoka working on her speeder again. "Well it's what I've always been taught. And this speeder needs a lot of work." Nyx let out a small laugh, before turning serious again. "Where will you go when you finish?" Ahsoka glanced at the floor. "I don't know." She sighed. "Somewhere far away." His face fell. "Oh..." "What is it?" Ahsoka asked, noticing his sudden mood swing. "I just thought- I uh- I really like you. And I thought you could stick around, and we could have a life together... but I know it's stupid." Ahsoka put her hand on the side of his face.

Nyx must have taken this as an invitation because he pressed his lips to hers. his. Ahsoka at first, was surprised, but eventually she started to kiss him back. Ahsoka never had the thought this would happen. The only person that  had ever kissed her was Lux Bonteri. Ahsoka pulled away from the kiss and smiled at Nyx, before guilt washed over her. "I- we can't be together. I'm sorry." What was she doing, kissing him? That was one of the dumbest things she had ever done, and she was took orders from Anakin.

Nyx was surprised. "What?! What do you mean?!" Ahsoka sighed. Why did she even feel guilty? She wasn't with anyone else. The more she thought about it, the more she realized it was tied to Anakin. She did have feelings for him, and very deep ones at that. "I need to tell you something-" Nyx crossed his arms waiting for an explanation. "That was stupid of me, because it will never work out,  I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that." Nyx nodded his head.

"It's ok. I'm sorry too. I pressured you to do that, and we've only known each other for a few weeks. You don't owe me an explanation." Ahsoka  took a deep breath. "I can't be with you because-" "Falling on love?" A harsh voice said. Ahsoka sharply turned around. A Mandolorian wearing grey and blue beskar armor walked into the Mech- Bay. "Bo Katan." Ahsoka growled. "You know her?" Nyx started. "Did Ahsoka Not tell you about our little history?" Nyx looked confused, and rightfully so. "I need this Jedi's help, boy."

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