𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐚𝐝 \\ 𝐲𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐛𝐢𝐧 (completed)

twenty two

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Soobin avoided Yeonjun whenever he could. He didn't want to embarrass himself, and he didn't know if he wanted to accept Yeonjun's offer. 

Luckily, the weekend had arrived, and he didn't have to constantly look out for the elder and hide. On the car ride home, he got a call from Huening Kai.

"Hey, Kai--"

"Stop avoiding him, you pussy!"

"I- what?"

"To be honest, I'm not sure if he's hurt or not by the fact you haven't gotten back to him, but it's still mean!"

"Okay, Okay, but--"

"No buts! Knowing you, you're probably overthinking this!"

"I--"

"Just say yes or no! It's not even a date--"

"He said that?"

"Yeah...did you think it was?"

Soobin rolled his eyes at the teasing tone in Hyuka's voice. "N-No. No I didn't."

"Good. No reason to say no, right?"

"I guess you're right,"

"I'm always right."

"Whatever."

The call ended and Soobin let out a sigh of relief. It wasn't a date.

Once he got home, he saw his father reading a book. "Oh. Hi dad. Home early?"

"Hm? Yes. How was school?" His father shut the book and walked over. "It was...interesting."

"How so?" 

"Well, there's this boy-"

"Soobin, I hope you're focusing on your studies and not 'helping people'"

"I am!"

"Listen, I want you to have a good life and marry a pretty woman, maybe have kids! In order to do that, you must get good grades."

"...Yes, father." 

Soobin walked past his father and went to his room with a heavy heart. He wished he could just tell his father everything. He wanted to be able to say, 'I'm gay as fuck! I'd suck a dick! I want to adopt kids because they're lonely, and I have a crush on a boy!'

But he couldn't.

Because life sucks.

After he showered and ate, he sat at his desktop to do homework.

Let me tell you, he wrote one sentence for his 1000 words essay, and went on his phone.

Binnie

Still wanna go out?

He waited for two hours and got no reply. The sun was starting to set. "Maybe he's sleeping--"

Yeonjun

Im outside.

Binnie

I- WHAT WHY

Yeonjun

Before u change your mind and ignore me again

Binnie 

oh hehe

Binnie

Im coming

Yeonjun

I didn't need to know that

Binnie

?

Binnie

YOU IDIOT I DIDNT MEAN IT LIKE THAT  ㅠㅡㅠ

Yeonjun

lol whatever just hurry

Soobin smiled and opened his closet. Hoodies, sweater, hoodies, hoodies, T-shirt, hoodi-

"Why the fuck do I have so many Hoodies...?"

After throwing his clothes around, he found a simple white T-shirt and jeans, pulling a cardigan over it. He brushed his hair quickly and put a little make-up on-

Not that he wanted to impress anyone-

Soobin rushed down the stairs and nearly tore open the door.

Yeonjun looked Soobin up and down, licking his lips in a way that made the younger shiver. They stared into each other's eyes in silence. The only sound heard being the lively house Soobin lived in behind then.

Soobin broke the silence first.

"Hey." 

"Hey."