August 3rd
I gave birth today, Jug. I ACTUALLY gave birth. All the worries I had before about not being able to connect with him or him not connecting with me—they were all pointless.
The moment I saw him and had him in my arms... I can't even describe it. It was the best moment of my life. I was still screaming, I think, and Cheryl was crying with me, but when I saw him and got to hold him, I didn't even think about it.
All I could feel was happiness and joy and so much love.
He's the most beautiful and most precious baby boy in the whole world. And oh boy, he's such a loud crier (takes after his father, I guess). He was screaming the entire time in my arms and when they measured him and only shut up when he got to eat (another sign that he's yours).
He's sleeping right now, next to me, and I'm exhausted, so I think I'm gonna go get some rest until this angel wakes me up again. He hasn't opened his eyes yet, and they're probably brown as with many babies, but his hair is already black, just like yours. And gosh does he have a lot of it already.
Wouldn't guess he's a newborn if I hadn't gone through THAT just some hours ago.
I'll tell you more in a few days and add the photos that Cheryl took, but I'm really falling asleep as I'm writing this...
I wish you could be here, Juggie. You'd DESERVE to be here with your son.
I miss you so much. And I love you, as always.
1060 days.
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I don't know how many readers the sequel will have, but I'd say 160 votes for the next chapter, and if we won't reach it with a few days, I'll post anyway (: Xx.
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