Shawn Mendes Imagines (ongoing) - on hold

Wonder

Living during a freaking virus is aboslute shit let me tell you that and to make it worse my boyfriend hasn't been home as much as I want him to. Yes, I understand he is a singer, I really famous one but I need my boyfriend. I'm not saying that he has to stop singing for him of course not I love his music but I miss him. 

"baby" "babe" "wake up" "please i need you here with me" 

i hear a voice but i don't know who this voice belongs to. 

i slowly open my eyes and look at me. "omg baby you're awake." i look at the person in front of me and notice they have bags under their eyes, it looks like they haven't had any sleep and has been crying nonstop. 

i look at them confused. "who are you?" they look at me in complete shock. "baby it's me your boyfriend, how do you not remember who i am?" "I'm sorry but my boyfriend broke up with me, im single at the moment." "no, no, no, no, no, no that's not true, you're mine, we're together, remember forever and always." i look at them and feel this very sharp pain in my chest. i try and stop it but then everything goes black. 

Shawn's POV:

how could she not remember who i am. "Im single at the moment" those words keep replying in my head. i need to let my emotions out after the visiting hours are over ill go to the studio. With my hand still in her's i notice she is moving around a lot and she is holding her chest. i call for the nurse and notice her eyes are closed. 

noo she cant leave me. what did i do wrong? is it because i couldn't open up to her? 

i wait in the waiting room so many things are going through my head right now. 

"Mr Mendes?" i look up and see a doctor, i walk up to him. "Sir you're girlfriend is stable but you are unable to her as we want to keep an eye on her." I nod and ask the doctor, "doc she doesn't remember who I am." he nods with a sad expression shown on his face. "its only temporary, due to the black out she had, once she is stable enough everything will come back to her." I nod and thank the doctor. 

At the studio....

"she doesn't even remember me." I cry into my hands. "what if she doesn't love me anymore?" "no don't you dare say that, her love for you is too strong for her to forget about." I nod and wipe my tears. 

i start writing in my journal some lyrics. when I got an idea. "get the recording going." 

"I wonder if I'm being real

Do I speak the truth or do I filter how I feel? 

I wonder, wouldn't it be nice,

To live inside a world that isnt black and white? 

I wonder what its like to be my friends 

Hope that they don't think I forget about them

I wonder, I wonder

Right before I close my eyes
The only thing that's on my mind
Been dreaming that you feel it, too
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you, yeah
I wonder what it's like
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you, yeah
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you
I wonder what it's like to be loved by

I wonder why I'm so afraid
Of saying something wrong, I never said I was a saint
I wonder, when I cry into my hands

Im conditioned to feel like it makes me less of a man 
And I wonder if some day you'll be by my side
And tell me that the world will end up alright
I wonder, I wonder

Right before I close my eyes
The only thing that's on my mind
Been dreaming that you feel it, too
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you, yeah
I wonder what it's like
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you, yeah
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you
I wonder what it's like to be loved by


Right before I close my eyes
The only thing that's on my mind
Been dreaming that you feel it too
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you"

My crew stop the recording and look at me with a proud yet shocked look on their faces. i walk out and everyone was speechless. "Dude, that was fucking amazing." I thank him and I walk out of the studio. "Wait, Shawn." I turn around and see Andrew. "Look i know you have been going through a hard time right now, but if you ever want to talk about it I'm here for you." I nod and walk to my car. 

Leaning my head on the wheel, I hear my phone buzzing. *incoming call from Hospital*

Hospital 

Shawn

Hello? 

Hi Mr Mendes, we have some news about your girlfriend. 

yes, is she ok? 

Yes Mr Mendes she is stable but the doctor would like for you to come to the hospital so he can explain the news for you. 

ok ill be there in 5, thank you. 

ok have a nice evening bye. 

I change directions and go to the hospital. 

At the hospital...

"hi, i got a call saying some news about my girlfriend is Dr Smith still here?" the lady does some typing away on the computer and then says, "ah yes Mr Mendes please come with me." i nod and follow her. 

We walk past multiple room until we walk up to a glass door which says, Dr Smith on it. 

the lady knocks on the door and waits until he replies with a faint "come in" and she opens the door for me i walk in and thank her and she leaves. "Mr Mendes its nice to see you again." i shake his hand and take a seat. "Mr Mendes the news about you girlfriend is that she is very stable and is starting to remember memories, But she will need to stay her for a week tops so my crew can run some tests and make sure she is ready and stable to go home." i nod and sign when i hear that she is ok and is remembering things. "thank you so much doc i really appreciate your work." we shake hands and i walk out. 

to be continued.......