The word Wonder can mean so many different things that the only word to describe it is Wonder.
Overwhelmed with emotion or wonder of what will come next but when you have the person you love sitting next to you not always physically but emotionally can impact life and make you see how beautiful the world is and what love can do to a person.
Sitting with my family and friends in my hometown makes me feel at home of course like sometimes I think to myself I want to go on this tour but another side of me says I just want to stay with my family.
knowing you have to leave the people you love behind to tour around the world is hard but its also beautiful knowing you're making peoples day when you perform for them and them knowing that you are in the same room as them can make the crowd or fan or person feel so many emotions which is why I love touring.
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"you know i love you right?" "i know." embracing my girlfriend is the best. Knowing that you finally have the person you love is the best and that they are your's and they love you and you love them back is Beautiful.
*Rining: My Love Camila*
C-camila S-shawn
C- hi love
S- hey hows it been?
C- not bad i miss u a lot
S- i miss u so much
C- its ok in 2 weeks we are going to be together
S- yep! and i cant wait :)
*30 mins later: call ended*
"time to chill and just enjoy the moment i guess."
"oh im currently in Australia, Sydney performing the 1st night here its currently 2pm and M&G start at 5:30 pm. It amazing here but its super hot." I say while looking at the camera.
"this is a 104 show tour, hopefully, i can do all of them because the concert isn't about me its about the fans because they came to see me, and cancelling a show would destroy then and me at the same time."
"SHAWN YOU NEED TO GET CHANGED NOW!" i nod and get out of my seat and to my dressing room.
"3,2,1!"
Adrenaline rushing in, the first note is always off. lets fucking do this!
"WHATS UP SYDNEYYY! HOW ARE Y'ALL FEELING TONIGHT?" Cheering is all i hear, knowing people came to see me. WOW
i cant seem to wonder, if the people all the way at the back and still have to same fun as the people at the front, if only everyone could experience being at the front. But at least knowing they came to my show ever if they sit at the back makes everything better.
I love all my fans no matter if they havent been to my show or not, everyone cant come because of space and once a show is sold out there is no turning back but for people who buy tickets and dont come so many other people could have taken the spot you took.
I guess thats life, life isnt always fair, there are going to be ups and downs but its getting back up again that matters.
Love hasnt always been easy for me until i met her, its always been her, Every song. she is always the muse in the back of my mind.
*Author: tell me you know the songs im quoting. if you get it right you will get a bonus chapter before it is out*
thats it from me now, ill be back soon. Love you all so much!
"THANK YOU SYDNEYYY! LOVE YOU!"
one show down, another one tomorrow!
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Shawn Mendes Imagines (ongoing) - on hold
FanfictionThe title says it all ♥️ Different imagines about Shawn Mendes which include Camila Cabello, Tom Holland, etc. Read to find out more! *Everything that it written is written by me and only me, if taken, further action will be taken. Thank you*