I Am Secretly Married To My Heartless Husband

Chapter 1

BEATRIX'S POV

My body froze a second as someone spoke, not so far behind me. His very familiar baritone voice and his manly scent filled the whole space of the dining that made my hand trembled in fear.

His voice scared me that much to think that my body reacted this way.

“what are you doing?” He coldly asked, as he walked adward the refrigerator beside me. He was getting some cold water.

I can see in the corner of my eyes, what he's totally doing. He's tranfusing the cold water from the pitcher to his glass for him to drink.

The way he drank the water is so handsome and conducive, that'll anyone can enjoy to watch and can possibly lose their senses. Well, what would I expect. He's a good-looking man.

My husband is a perfect God‘s creation if I'll describe him too much.

“I'm preparing our breakfast.” pilit ang ngiting sagot ko habang inilalagay ang mga pagkain sa lamesa.

“I'm not eating” walang emosyong tugon nito at walang paalam na naglakad palabas sa dining area.

Napangiti na lamang ako ng mapait habang nakatingin sa mga pagkaing niluto ko. I should expect him to decline the food.

“Nagsayang na naman pala ako ng pagkain.” i uttered myself.

Kailan kaya ako masasanay sa ganito?

We'd  been married for almost 3 years, yet I am not still used to this.

I am still not used on him declining the food i cooked for us. I just wasted my effort and also the food i cooked for  the two of us.

Pagak akong natawa at naiiling na kumain na mag-isa. I forced my self to eat up the food i made para di naman ito masayang.

I was passing over my time in watching TV when i realized that i have to buy something stuff for me. I took a glance at the wall clock hanging on the broad wall, —its already nine-thirty four in the morning, and it's too early to prepare lunch for me, and besides katatapos ko lang kumain ng breakfast, I don't think i can still eat lunch at this moment. Sa dami ng nakain ko kanina i think i will not taking my lunch anymore, might as well go out to buy  stuff that i need.

I blow a loud breath and turned off the television as i composed my decision to go out.

I soothly walk toward to “our” room to take a shower. I have to buy this time since Xander was not around to hinder me to go out. Sigurado akong hindi niya ako papayagang umalis kapag nandito siya, kasi baka ‘raw’ may makakita sa'kin na lumalabas sa bahay na ito at akalain pang asawa niya ako, which is  a side-fact, asawa naman niya talaga ako—sa papel nga lang.

Bakit kailangan pa niyang isipin ang mga iniisip ng ibang tao sa amin?

Walang buhay akong natawa dahil sa aking naisip.

Why would i bother to ask myself like that well infact i already knows the reason.

We we're just secretly married and no one knows about it except his family.

Marahas kong ipinilig ang aking ulo upang iwaksi ang mga bagay na pumapasok sa aking isipan, at tahimik na pumasok sa banyo upang maligo.

I am just hurting myself by thinking those things.

Minutes passed, and I'm already done fixing myself. I am wearing a plain yellow color wavy dress that have a small cut on my chest as a design, and paired it with white sandals. Hinayaan ko lang na nakalugay ang medyo mahaba at tuwid kong buhok tsaka na nagdesisyong lumabas ng bahay.