Bartender / M.P

010.

I my flutter open and I see I'm not in my room, I sat up and rubbed my eyes, I look around and it all hit me, the club I worked at got shot up yesterday and im at my parents house

I take the big blanket off of me and walk out the room

I can't help but feel empty, this house was picked out by my mom, my mom bought everything for this house, she adored this house

One of the main reasons I wanted to move out and get my own apartment is because of the memories that this house gives me

Thinking about my mom just makes me feel alone and sad, knowing I don't have her here with me anymore

I walk down the stairs looking at all the family pictures we had hung up, I haven't been here in a awhile

"Hey, are you feeling better?" my dad asked as he was cooking some egg in the kitchen

"Yeah, when did we get here" I ask

"Pretty late, you fell asleep in the car and I had more work to do then I expected" he lets me know "you hungry?" he asks and I nod

I walked into the kitchen and served myself two bacons and an egg, I sat down and began eating

"I can't believe you had to experience something like that" my dad said out the blue

I know my dad feels responsible for what happen to me yesterday

"It's not your fault pa" I say "I'm fine and I'm safe now so please don't stress about this"

"You know I can get you someone to watch over you" my dad said

"I know you can, but don't, I'm fine" I say

"But—"

"No buts pa, I'm fine, I promise that nothing bad is going to ever happen to me" I say with hope

"Okay okay" my dad said "I just hope you don't have to experience something like that again"

"Me too" I whisper

"You think your going to have to work later today?" My dad asks

"I don't know, my boss hasn't said anything" I say "and from what happened yesterday, I don't think the club will be opening anytime soon"

"Your going to have to find a new job meanwhile the club opens up again" my dad said

"I know, and I will" I nod

"I'm going to be working on this case again today, do you want to be here alone in the house or do you want me to take you too your apartment?" My dad said

"You Can you drop me off at my house please" I say

***

After me and my dad were done eating he got ready for work then left me at my house

I laid on my couch and turned the tv on

"Club had been shot down last night by the three unknown man, luckily no one was hurt except a man by the name amando wells" the new reposter say's "stay tuned for more information"

I shut my eyes and turn the tv off

Shit, is this some type of karma? I think I had enough with my mom passing away

I don't know exactly what I'm involved in but I want to get out as soon as I possibly can

This is messing with my head and I need it to stop

I knew Mattia was too good to be true, obviously, he's a fucking killer

How and why, he was so sweet to me the times we've been together, him being a killer was the last thing I expected

Oh my god, I had sex with a killer

I saw a men get killed in front of me, shit I almost got killed myself

What the fuck has my life become

I get up and walked to my fridge, I get the ice cream out and get a spoon, i walk to my room and start eating my ice cream in silence hoping this will make me feel better

I soon fell asleep and woke up too a loud thud, I look around as I rub my eyes

I look around and saw that my bed was all sticky from melted ice cream that I had left here earlier before falling asleep, great

My eyebrow furrowed as I heard foot steps, I don't remember inviting anyone over

I quickly but quietly get up and walk towards my closet, I open it and get out a bat

I hold it tightly and start walking towards my door, I carefully open it and walk slowly out my room

I saw a shadow Instantly knowing someone was in my house

I turn the light on and as I was about to swing the bat I heard a gun click, I freeze and shut my eyes close

"I wouldn't do that if I were you princess"