Have you not learned that anything that man has made to place your mental state in a realm of happiness is only fleeting at best and then you must pay the price. And sometimes the price is death.
Alcohol comes with a hangover that rewards you the next day with gargling toilet water and keeping you from work and responsibilities.
Now and then it puts you in jail so you can taste that toilet water as well.
It guides your loved ones right to the exit door and shows them the escape route to get away from you.
It will share all it's misery's with you freely and you know how you love misery.
I mean you must.. You keep doing the same thing over and over not learning the lesson taught you caused by your insolence.
You are a disobedient brat and you continue to be so because you like the pain.
Again I say you must enjoy this man made euphoric state but know misery goes hand in hand with self induced brain altering.
Then there is the drug scene. So ok, I admit that the price of drug abuse is not with a hang over in most cases. Not like alcohol.
There is however, that blahish laid back feeling and after a few days the withdraws will start set in accompanied with the shakes, sweats, night terrors, insomnia, restless legs, the trots, and lets not forget gravity. You lay in bed on a normally very comfortable place to rest and it feels like your laying on a sheet of plywood. Gravity seems to press down on you.
But sure, it feels really good to be in a man made drug induced state of happiness. You can't wait to get some more of that short lived oasis.
And lets not forget about those teeth that are falling out for no apparent reason and the white brain that happens to those whom prefer smoking crack. Don't believe it? search google on crack side effects. A lot of nice pictures to convince you otherwise.
There are things invented to curb the pain so you can be somewhat comfortable during the healing process and then those drugs should be left alone.
How ever, there are terminal patients whom are an exception to the rule. God says not to drink with the drunkard and to stay away from strong drink. Whiskey for an example. He goes on to say that hard drink is for the sick and dying.
The same goes for man made drugs. They are to help you in the time of pain and only then.
Until a couple years ago I had only smoked pot a few times in my life because I got a spanking from God every time I tried to and his spanking came in the form of a very scary bad trip involving the very molecules of my being.
I hurt my back about 12 or 15 years ago and was disabled for life. By this I mean I have a degenerative back disease for which it will only grow worse and more painful.
At this point it feels like a bunch of miniature mechanical pliers reach out in my lower back area and snatch a nerve and squeeze.
Take a rubber band and hold it firm but loose and then with a pain factor between 1 and 10 one being where you have it now and pass out number 10 is stretched out to near breaking point.
I stay around the number 6 or 7 if I am not to active.
I mention my state because I asked God if I was to get some pot legally would he allow me to smoke it for medicinal purposes.
I asked him to only touch me a little when I get some if He still says no and I would give up on the idea.
I went to the people who set you up for medical marijuana and paid them the money they so crave to help me out and picked me up a gram.
I smoked it slowly giving God His chance to warn me away if He still disagreed with my cause.
He never touched me and hasn't since I asked Him first.
Well I smoke the hell out of it now without any worries and it really does help the pain I must suffer until I am dead.
I still take man made drugs as well but would really like to wing myself off those. This is why I know so well about withdraws. I run out early every month and must suffer until the next prescription is filled.
The pot also make the withdraws bearable though they are still very uncomfortable.
So now you have the reason behind the name I chose in posting to help guide you to the light and show you the wickedness of your ways. But you are all so damn awesome I have to try. God wishes that not one should lose out if it were possible so get your act together talk to Him who knows the answers. He will show you a way out of your messy lives.
From your local drug addicted, pot smoking, Jesus freak.
Kindness beats away misery every time. Try it you might just get a new drug free high you never new existed. I love you people. Don't give up!!!
Love and help each other when you can. You Are Awsomeness in The Flesh.
