Hello God Your Awesomeness...
I was a bad person in so many ways growing up and I'm full of guilt constantly from the awful, mean, and stupid things I've done in my life.
I had/have and always shall give myself to God on a daily basis since childhood but even so I still fell into temptation contently and landed flat on my face each time.
I found that just because you become a Christian does not mean you will not be tempted to do bad things.. I live with permanent remorse from doing the evil bidding of the beast but I am getting better at letting go of my unwanted past and trying to forgive myself for doing sad things to people and animals. One mean and troubled kid.
I had another dream the other night with two of me in it. Face to face with the exact look a like.
Maybe that's not so weird in it's self, dreams are dreams. But in this dream when I saw ME standing there looking back at the real me, I went right up to the dream me and I looked me in the eyes and wrapped my arms around me and gave me a big hug and in my dream I said to me in my ear that everything was going to be just fine.
The real me was so happy that I woke myself up.
I have hated myself for so long but I am changing daily for the good and I think this was a special message from above and that God understood the pain I was putting myself through. Mr. Awesome was giving me some well needed reassurance and I am glad for that.
But for what ever reason I had this dream, it has changed my life forever and given me additional hope once more.
Pray my friends, even if you don't get what you want, because what ever you do get will be what's best for you in the long run.
Never, ever give up. Endure to the very end. Keep on trying to make those around you as comfortable as possible and Hate evil always but love those who do evil against you, striving on a daily basis to do better and you shall prevail.
Remember kindness is a good thing so don't be afraid to runneth that cup over.
From your local drug addicted, pot smoking Jesus freak. God Bless you and yours, them and theirs, and me and mine always.. I really dig you people..
