Chapter 32-

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Ashton

Sitting in my room after texting paris was literally torture, I was so afraid of what she would reply with if she was even going to reply. I haven't spoken to her since our fight and I thought the right thing to do would be to text her but all its done is made everything worse for me.

It's been an hour and she hasn't replied, my mind was going one hundred miles an hour, thoughts flying around everywhere. They jumped from she hates you know just stop all the way to its all gonna be fine and she'll accept your apology. I liked the second thought a whole lot better than the first.

I decided to walk down to the park to clear my head and try and forgot about it. I was walking down the road when I got a text from someone and quickly pulled it out to see who it was from, turns out it was Calum telling me about some new band he found. I sighed texting him back not watching where I was walking when I banged straight into someone.

I looked up from my phone to apologize when I realized who it was and instantly stopped. It was paris, she looked really upset and had a few tears running down her face. "Paris? Are you crying?" I asked still unsure, she shook her head and kept it down, she obviously was. I don't know what happened but who ever made her cry was defiantly gonna be hearing from me.

I lifted her head up so I could see her face properly and she defiantly had tears streaming down her face. "Yes you are, Whats wrong?" I asked. She just stared at me not saying a word as the tears kept coming. I have her a sympathetic look, It was so hard to restrain from wrapping my arms around her and telling her it was all going to be okay, but I couldn't do that.

"Do you wanna go somewhere else more private?" I asked looking around at all the people giving us weird looks, not that I have to shits but I'm pretty sure that's the reason she wouldn't say anything. She nodded and I grabbed her hand pulling her to my car.

It killed me to see someone that meant so much to me crying people of someone or something and I couldn't do anything about it. We both got in the car and I didn't know where to go. "Where do you wanna go?" I asked looking over at her as she but her seatbelt on. She shrugged and wiped the rest of her tears away. I thought about it before thinking of the perfect place to be alone.

I starting driving, the car ride absolutely silent. It was quite a long drive and I may have got lost a few times but i knew it was the perfect place. We both used to come here when we were younger. The sun had almost gone down fully by the time I pulled up.

"Where are we?" She asked quietly looking out the windows at the building in front of us. "Don't you remember?" I asked her smiling, I saw her jump out and have a better look at the place. She turned to me and I smiled "we used to come here all the time when we're like 14" I told her walking up to the abandoned apartment building, she followed close behind me.

We found this place when we were younger after following the train tracks all the way to it one day, it started to get late that day but I convinced Paris to go inside it anyway. We went all the way up to the top and sat on the rooftop at about the time it was now and we looked out at the sunset setting behind the city, it was a breath taking view.

I opened the doors that now had graffiti all over them from the people that had been here over the past few years. I ran up the staircase all the way to the top, Paris having no choice but to run up with me, I didn't want to miss the sunset. Our running was so loud on the metal staircase I couldn't help but laugh as I ran up it. I looked back and Paris and she had a small smile on her face.

I got to the top and opened up the door reveling the rooftop. It still looked the same just a little dirtier with leaves and cardboard boxes everywhere. There also a shopping trolley in the corner. I raised my eyebrow at it and paris let out a small laugh looking at me face. I turned to her and smiled. "You're a lot happier now" I told her sitting down on the floor. She followed my actions and nodded her head.

"Are you ready to tell me what was wrong before?" I asked leaning back on my hands for support. She looked out at the sunset before nodding. She hadn't said anything after that so I just waited. Not taking my eyes off her "'my darling, you need to actually tell me or I can't help you" I told her grinning and putting a hand on her thigh. She smiled at me, God she was so perfect.

Her smile soon faded before she said "I broke up with Tate" I was take back by what she said. I sat up properly trying to process what she had just told me. "Really?" I asked in disbelief. She nodded "he was an absolute dick about it though" she told me putting her head down again.

"Hey" I whispered moving closer to her and putting my finger under her chin, lifting her head up making her look at me. "He's not worth your tears" I told her staring deep into her eyes. "I know" she breathed out.

She got up and walked over to the edged and I followed, standing behind her. "What actually happened?" I asked curious. She let out sigh and kept facing the edge. "Basically I told him I wasn't happy being with him and he got mad at me and was being a jerk" she explained. I really didn't like that guy, from day one. "What a dick" she nodded agreeing with me.

"Look, I wanted to apologize for being a complete dick as well the other night, I'm not sorry for the stuff I said about Tate but I am really sorry for the things I said to upset you, I did't mean to hurt you in anyway. You just mean so much to me and I got a little jealous and over protective and couldn't help myself. But paris hear me out when I tell you that I really didn't want to hurt you because losing you would kill me because you mean everything to me" i admitted and boy did it feel good to finally tell her. She stayed quiet facing the other way. I walked up to her so there was no gap between us "And I really like you a lot, like A LOT" I whispered in her ear from behind. She didn't move, still facing the other way. I probably scared her.

With out warning she tuned around and wrapped her arms around me pulling me close. I was shocked at first but when I realized what was going on I wrapped my arms around her waist and she put her around my neck. She pulled my face down to hers so our foreheads were touching. "I like you A LOT too" she breathed out against my lips. She had a massive grin on her face mind probably exactly the same.

Her lips brushed against mine and without warning I smashed mine to hers. She smiled through the kiss as we began to have a full on make out session. Her hands ran through my hair pulling on it ever so often, her lips against mine was the most amazing feeling in the world, I couldn't get enough of her. She bite down on my lip tugging on it a bit, God what was she doing to me.

We finally pulled away both breathless and trying to catch it. "wow" I whispered our foreheads still pressed against each other's. She nodded smirking. "Paris?" I asked lost in her eyes. "Mmmh" she said staring straight back into mine. "Will you be my girlfriend, please" I asked blushing at the end.

"No" she scoffed. I rolled my eyes and she began to laugh. "I kid, I kid. Of course" she said smashing her lips to mine again. Right now, in this very moment things couldn't get any better.

A/n~ yay lmao they finally together. Just like to say thanks to ya'll who read my poopy fan fic, ily x

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