LIGHT IN MY LIFE OF DARKNESS

CHAPTER 23

AUTHOR'S POV:

Everyone are shocked listening to it. Rahul could not stop his tears and hugged her tightly.

"Bhai this is just a mere thing. There is more left. Let me continue." She told in an emotionless voice.

The second hit back for all of them was when she was speaking, she did not even shed a tear. Abhi's heart broke after knowing what his cutie pie suffered in her life.

KIARA'S POV:

All were thinking that I would cry but no. I made up my mind. I would never cry for the things that happened in my past.

I continued the torture I faced.

" You know, in the morning they used to beat me all alone and in the night they used to beat Meher and the 2 other girls they brought due to which memories used to trigger from Siya's death. My brain used to not function, even now the effects have not gone. If I see a small accident or if someone beats the other person in front of me, all those memories will come back.

But you know those medicine was given only to me and not to anyone. I felt relieved that at least those innocent girls did not need to face that.

They used to take a knife and give a cut on a part badly and beat there repeatedly and they used to not even treat our wounds. That is why I only wear full pants with collar necks. Because major of scars are there near my neck and on my legs.

They used to make me make drink water with worms in it.

The day you came bhai, they were going to rape me. They were touching me in inappropriate places and that time you came Bhai. If that incident take place, then I used not to be alive and smiling in front of you.

Bhai they used to take burning coal and press it on my wounds. They used all the ways to torture me but you know that I never even shed a single teardrop because I know I was going to die and I was happy after meeting the people who looked after me for 3 years before I was going to get kidnapped. The day before was Adhrija's birthday, everyone was there but I had only one thing that I could not see my family or go and shout and say that no, I was not at fault for jiju's death or that I did not  tarnish their reputation. I felt disgusted to call them as my family as they cared for their reputation more than their  daughter. I was broken. I was built from ashes only by Abhi .

Bhai I was suffering from hypertension from before but it affected me a lot after that one month. I was suffering from PTSD. I was having a very frequent panic attacks. I was able to sleep properly only after you came back from coma. I used to immerse myself in work so much that the doctor warned me that if I continue this, then I will get health issues which can lead to my death.

I was a dead and dark soul Bhai that had no emotions.

You know bhai one good thing in that one month was meeting Siya and Meher. They were the most beautiful and pure souls I have ever met. They used to think about the people around them first even if they are suffering. Bhai, your choice is perfect because Meher is the girl no one will get easily.

Bhai after my own family left me, I had no feelings in me and at that time Avinash Bhai and bhabhi came into my life but after losing them and coming out from that torture I was back to normal. I came back after meeting Abhi and uncle (Abhi's father), I learned how to live my life but I fear if I will have to face like that once again because whenever I smile I will be welcomed into the dark world. I just do not want to happen like that. Sometimes, I feel that I should stay away from Abhi because already you all are in danger because of me and I do not want another happy family to suffer because of me.

Whomever I love is snatched away from me and I do not know what to do. I just want to find the culprit.

Bhai you all think I am just a cold and ruthless businesswoman but Adhrija and Vikram know the real me, the real beast which I do not want anyone to know and I will say or show when the time comes because if you people know about me, then you all will leave me and go away.

Bhai this is 50 percent of what happened in that one month because the other 50 percent I can not even say." I stated.

"No doll, whenever you come into someone's life you bring happiness, you are our sunshine. Because of you, today Chris and Kate are together. Melissa can live a happy life with her mother, the mother whom you saved from an abusive husband and Vikram can fulfill his dream of becoming an IPS by convincing his family. If I go on saying, it will take a long day
Never think about who are no more in this life saving you but think about the people whom you saved, whom you gave a shelter, a life and thank about the memories you spent with the people who are no more. They saved you so that you can live. They did not save you to let you live in regret." Bhai said and hugged me.

You know bhai, Rajiv uncle also said the same thing. He became very close to me. He gives me a father's warmth which I missed when I needed the most and I trusted him very blindly about me opening up and he is also the first person whom I told that why I used to live in a shell of darkness.

 

ONE THING I WILL SAY IS NEVER  SEPERATE A PERSON JUST TO SAVE THEM, YOU MAY SAVE THEM, BUT THAT SEPARATION IS MORE PAINFUL THAN DEATH.

MONEY WILL GIVE YOU PRIDE, COMFORT BUT IT WILL NEVER GIVE YOU HAPPINESS OR PEACE IN YOUR LIFE.

MENTAL TORTURE IS WORST AND MORE HARMFUL THAN PHYSICAL BECAUSE PHYSICAL MAY HEAL AFTER FEW DAYS, MONTHS OR YEARS BUT THE WORDS YOU SPEAK ARE MORE PIERCING AND EFFECT YOUR HEART AND IT WILL ALWAYS BE STORED IN YOUR BRAIN.

IF SOMEONE TRUSTS YOU THEN NEVER AND EVER BREAK THAT TRUST, EVEN IF YOU HAD A BAD INTENTION WHILE BECOMING FRIENDS WITH THEM OR CHOOSING THEM AS YOUR GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND OR A LIFE PARTNER, TRY TO MAKE THINGS IN A BETTER WAY OR CROSS CHECK YOURSELF BEFORE JUDGING THEM BUT NEVER BREAK THEIR TRUST. TRUST IS THE MOST IMPORTANT IN A RELATIONSHIP AND IT MAY BE FRIENDSHIP, PARTNERSHIP OR LIFE LONG JOURNEY.

IF THE OPPOSITE PERSON IS PROVED WRONG THEN COLLECT ALL THE EVIDENCE YOU HAVE AND DEMAND THEM FOR ANSWERS BUT DO NOT BACK STAB THEM.

Love,
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