SOTUS: The University Days (and Other Universes)

Expectations

Kongpob now believes he's ready.

Initially, when he took interest in Arthit, Kongpob was willing and ready to be overpowered by him. With the way Arthit shouted at him, at them, on a daily basis, Kongpob was pretty sure Arthit would be in command in every part of his life, and if you would ask him, he'd say he was fine with it. It was going to be a lie if Kongpob would tell he didn't get off with the fantasy of Arthit shouting at him, ordering him to kiss, nip, and lick different parts of his body.

But when they started dating, Arthit turned out to be something different. He wasn't domineering. He wasn't commanding. He wasn't everything he presented he was.

So right now, now that Kongpob is about to kiss Arthit's neck, despite his preparations, Kongpob is still nervous. He's nervous because he still doesn't know what Arthit wants.

But Arthit turns his head away, giving Kongpob more access. "Just fucking do it," Arthit says, voice throaty.

His command has awakened Kongpob's fantasies. This one was expected. This is part of what he initially wanted.

And so, Kongpob obliges.

"Another one," Arthit insists when Kongpob puts his lips away. Kongpob does as commanded and drags his mouth farther down and sucks the curve that connects Arthit's neck to his shoulder.

And Arthit turns into a writhing, moaning mess under Kongpob's mouth.

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Arthit, so confident when he's in control, turns out to be a completely different person when he's at Kongpob's whim.

It's not bad different.

It was just unexpected.

When Kongpob took interest in him, Arthit didn't know what to expect. But he didn't care. He doesn't care. He likes Kongpob the way he is, whatever way he would turn out to be.

But at the moment, what's in his mind are the expectations he might have set for Kongpob.

He presented himself as someone difficult, someone whom only another with a deep understanding of him can crack. He built a different person and wore him for a certain cause, but unknowingly, unexpectedly, it was the person that Kongpob met.

And he can't just simply let go of it.

What if it's the person that Kongpob loved? What if he expects him to be like that all the time?

But with the softest of Kongpob's touches, Arthit realizes he's not to worry about anything. With Kongpob holding him down, giving him just what he needs, Arthit can finally let go. He doesn't have to pretend. He doesn't have to think nor lie.

He can just feel.

"Don't worry, P'. Let go," Kongpob whispers. "Let go, and I'll take care of you."

And Arthit believes him.

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a/n: idk my goal with this hahah just a short nothing im sorry :)

the next update should be the continuation of Tulips! 🤡