Finding Solace🥀🌺💔

🌺Chapter 2💔

Betrayed.....
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"I'll be home soon." I said hurriedly pecking my mum's cheeks.

"But..." She started trying to convince me to stay but I was quick enough to cut her off.

"Mum...." I whined.

"Zendra said she has a beautiful surprise for me.. I'll be quick to get back" I explained.

I got no response
Seeing she was still being doubtful.
I hugged her and said those words that still make her shed tears till today
I said I promised to be back
Little did I know I wouldn't return
Little did I know that was the last we'd see. The last we'd hug..

Finally she bidded me goodbye
I ran out the door feeling happy and anxious to know the surprise my bestie had planned out for me
Little did I know that was the last I'd ever run .

Alas!!!

I got to the bridge.

Expecting Zendra to be there but she wasn't.
So.... I waited patiently.

Feeling the soft breeze caress my skin
And throw my long hair back
A voice whispered my head telling me to feel scared.

Scared??

Why should I be scared??
Like it was programmed
Realization dawned on me
I was on a bridge in the middle of nowhere with a river beneath me
Different images started coming up in my brain.
I started feeling scared.

Suddenly I felt a cold hand cover my eyes with a blind fold
Thinking it was Zendra
I felt calm though deep down I was feeling scared.

"Zendra is dead."was the next thing I heard.

"O-o-h my goodness who's this??

H-h-o-w ?? Where??

T-t-hat can't be true" I stuttered already crying.

"The idiot actually fell for it." Was the word that came next with a wicked and empty yet heavy laugh.

But I was surprised cause that was Zendra's voice
I was beyond shocked.

"Z-z-zendra??" I called.

"Yes dumb girl it's me
I said I was dead didn't I ? Well, that's cause the fake Zendra is dead
I threw her away
I've always waited for this beautiful day when I'd tell you how much iy hated you
Remember when I told you not to trust anybody I was actually telling you not to trust me but stupid as always you believed I was only merely advicing you.

When you won the beauty contest I was sad cause I've always wanted to win it since I was a kid but I jubilated with you.

When you won the dark poetry contest I was going crazy cause I was dark and I wrote poetry but I as always jubilated with you.

I never loved you
I never cared for you.
I'm just a selfish enemy who wants a closer relationship with my prey
Now say your last prayer cause we can't live on the same earth"

I was beyond shocked
At the end of the speech.

I was swimming in an ocean of my own tears
I couldn't believe I had been fooled once again
My friend of ten years had just told me she was an enemy.

My greatest one to be precise
She had been playing a game all along one that didn't deserve a price, not at all.

She had toyed with my emotions
She had played kites with my feelings
Laughed at my reactions
And think I was the biggest fool that lacked action

I guess it's true when they say never trust anybody not even yourself

With that I closed my eyes
I couldn't fight the pain
No more
I left the world even before I was killed
I left the world not feeling fulfilled
Maybe in my next world

I'll go to school to learn not to trust and even get enrolled
Goodbye at least I hadn't just falled
For I had a lesson written on my palm as a guideline in my next world

Set that as your alarm
For it would take you away from danger and harm
I've been betrayed
My heart has been outlayed
A game had just been played
And it's sad there was no sort of relay.