Hugging my friends
I bidded them goodbye with a smile on my face
And a tear threatening to fall beneath
I immediately closed my eyes
Not wanting the tear to drop
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For If it falls my veil would get wet and when it does my reputation would be stained with dirt.
I'd be abandoned by them all
•••
It wouldn't be a duet
For it would concern only me
Maybe smiling while my shirt was wet and dripping from my tears
•••
Was the only way
To mingle like them all
It sounds delusional
Yet, real
For it wasn't compositional
•••
I've realized over years
That my depression was the only valid reason
I learnt the art of deception
In order for them to believe in all my fake expressions
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This chapter is dedicated to HollyShmit !!!
I know it's crazy for someone as infamous as me to tag a popular person like her🤭
It's just that I've been a fan for awhile now..
I really love her poems book 'Put it on my thumb stone'
It's amazing ☺️
Have you watched her YouTube videos, yet???!
If you haven't, you really should.
She's so funny and filled with humour ❤️🌺
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Finding Solace🥀🌺💔
PoetryYou are my addiction With you I feel like I'm in the land of seduction When you caress my skin I feel like I'm in deception When you kiss me I feel like I'm in a concert that has eviction The feeling is so hot, that I feel like I'm in affliction At...
