Finding Solace🥀🌺💔

🌺Avenged without regrets💔

"I hate you" you shouted looking at me disgustingly.

"Why??"I asked stupidly knowing I wouldn't get an answer from you.

"You're so useless" you said spitting rolling venoms in my eye balls as you kicked my stomach hard.

I was about to say something but something else got my attention

I saw blood

Yes blood!!

Not on the window pane

Not on the ceiling

Not on the floor

But on my laps!!!!

I saw blood trailing down my laps..

Not only was I surprised

But scared like really scared

"B-b-blood" I stuttered pointing my hands trying my best to get your attention.

You moved closer

Then I had a contracting pain

With that my eyelids closed shut

I woke up in an hospital

With my blurred vision

I recognized the doctor with Harry Potters glasses

He told me he was sorry

He said I was pregnant

He said my baby was a boy

I was happy

Finally I'd have a bundle of joy

One I'd run off with

And train in the ways of the Lord

So he could become an angel

My Angel...

And not a beast like his father

Then I noticed something

The doctor didn't share this good news

With a smile on his face instead

He wore a frown 

One that fitted his face like ones favorite clothing

Then he said to me

I'm sorry but you lost the baby

I cried and cried

I wailed and wailed

I screamed and screamed

Though...

Surprisingly on the outside I was quiet

Not because I didn't want to scream on top of my lungs

Not because I was happy about it

But because I had a better plan for the beast

Then you took me home

On our way

I decided I'd forgive you

Alas!!!

We got home

I went into my room and you followed

My body stiffened expecting a hit

As usual

But I didn't get any

I sat on my bed

Wondering what your thoughts may be

Then your next action shocked me

You knelt before me

Then you said you were sorry

You thought it would make me happy

It did the opposite

All my senses flew out the window

Anger grew inside me

Sorry???

How could you say sorry??

After killing my angel

My baby

Our baby

All you can come up with is sorry??

As if being under a spell

I opened your drawer brought out your gun

Placed it in your hands

Made you point it at yourself

Covered my hands with yours

Then pulled the trigger

Scared

I looked away

Then...

I heard a gunshot

I raised my head and saw your lifeless body

I cried

Then I placed the gun in your hands and shot myself

And I breathed for the last time

Now I'm dead

I don't regret my actions

Cause now we can have the happy ending we didn't have in the first world

I hope your concience is the cause for your miserable second death

I wish you the most dreadful memories

Knowing you killed your unborn child

Knowing you killed your abused wife

Not just abused

The wife you abused

And knowing you killed your miserable beasty self

I wish you another death on your way to the grave

It's not my fault I'm heartless

You stole my heart

You didn't keep it safe

You threw it into the woods

It never came back

Now I'm heartless

You're a traitor

And you know it