𝓕𝑜𝑟 𝓨𝑜𝑢 𝓘 𝓦𝑖𝑙𝑙

ℐ ℒℴ𝓋ℯ 𝒴ℴ𝓊....𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 19

JACKSON:

I felt Jinyoung's finger tracing my face. His soft touch felt so good.  It made me smile and let me drift to a sweet dream.

"Morning, love" as Jinyoung peppered me with soft kisses. I frowned and tried to open one eye.  I rubbed my left eye to make it open too.  I groaned and slowly got up.

"Morning, babe.  You're chirpy.  Did you have a good sleep?" as I reached for his lips to kiss.

Jinyoung blushed and answered, "I had the best sleep last night"

"Oh babe, can you not go to work today? let's just stay home and play again?" I said playfully while wiggling my eyebrows.

Jinyoung blushed and answered, "I was actually going to tell you that I'm not planning of going to work today. And instead of staying home why don't we go on a date?"

I jumped up from the bed, excited that we're going on a date. 𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝐽𝑖𝑛𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑠𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑒 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑒. Then it hits me that my father is arriving today, so I must avoid being seen around the city. I then lifted my head, "Love, why don't we go for a drive. Like the country side. Away from the busy hustling of this city?"

I held my breath while waiting for Jinyoung's reply. "wherever you want to, babe, I'm fine with it. Let's get ready then."

I got out of the shower and standing in front of the closet looking for something to wear.  I zoned out thinking about how Jinyoung looked at the park last night. Did something happen last night that made him sad? But the memory of us making love last night distracted my negative thoughts and made my heart warm.  

Jinyoung was in his most beautiful last night. His kiss. His touch. His moan. Everything about him last night was just perfection. Gosh, I am so deeply in love with him.  I want this feeling for the rest of my life. 

RING! RING! my phone snapped be back from my thoughts. "Hey, Mark, what's up?"

"Hey, Jack. You're father's flight is arriving within an hour.  He is with his secretary, Mr. Cheng and his head of security, Mr. Tan.  Oh, and I will be arriving this afternoon.  You know what that means, right?

I sighed and blinked many times to absorb the words that Mark just told me. "Mr. Tan will form a team to find me and they want you here to bait me into meeting you....yeah, I know.  I need to come clean and meet my dad, I have to tell him about Jinyoung."

"what? are you out of your mind?  Jack, think...think clearly, please...think of your future...think of your future and Jinyoung? are you willing to give up everything?"

Am I willing to give up everything? Am I willing to give up everything for Jinyoung? I asked  myself. Until Mark said, "and? can you honestly say that you're going to give it all up for love?"

"yes. Yes, Mark.  I am willing to give up everything for Jinyoung.  Only for Jinyoung. I don't think I can live without him in my life.  I haven't felt this way for anyone else but Jinyoung.  He is all I need to live, Mark."

Mark was silent for few minutes and then sighed, "We've been friends since we were little. I know you inside and out...you're like a brother to me. If that's what you want to do, I got your back...but please, wait 'til I get there....don't do something stupid ok. Promise me, Jack."

"Ok, I will wait 'til you get here. I promise.  I don't think I have enough courage to face my dad today anyway." I admit to Mark.  He is indeed like a brother to me.  He always got my back, no matter what. The only person I listen to and trust before I met Jinyoung.