𝓕𝑜𝑟 𝓨𝑜𝑢 𝓘 𝓦𝑖𝑙𝑙

𝒮𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁ℐ𝓃 ℒℴ𝓋ℯ 𝒲𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒴ℴ𝓊 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟛𝟘. 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚍?

JINYOUNG:

This week's events were like a dream. I haven't been sleeping good lately thinking about Jackson. Jackson occupied my brain everyday to be honest. I laid at night wondering if he hates me still or has he forgiven me? I can't read him at all.  Or I just don't want to put meaning to his friendliness towards me at work.  He is MY boss after all.  It was just normal to be friendly to his subordinate. I will take what he can give me...may it be work relationship or we can become friends..so be it.

Three things I'm sure of, first, Jackson is still beautiful. Second, he still has that effect on me and lastly, my feelings for him never went away...I am still in love with Jackson Wang...no doubt about it.

I laid still on my bed when I decided to check Instagram. Jackson posted something few days ago. I click it right away and my face lit up on what I saw.

I got up excitedly. He tagged me. Does this mean, he doesn't hate me anymore? does this mean he has forgiven me? The thought of being at least friends made me so happy. Thanks for making my day bright again, Jackson.

I arrived at work with Youngjae. "Hold on. Did I miss something? You've been grinning from one ear to another since you got out of your room. Did you win the lotto or something?" Youngjae questioned me.

My smile went widest when I replied, "nope not lotto but more than that." I then raised my hand so he can stop asking me questions. "I'm not answering anymore...I'll leave it at that. See you at lunch?" Youngjae nodded with his mouth slightly open.

Few hours later while sitting in my office, I heard my stomach grumble...I rubbed my hand on it and realized I didn't have breakfast. I got out of my office to go to the hotel's coffee shop.

"Hey, Jiwon. Can I have a tall Americano and a ham & swiss breakfast sandwich please?" I said when I felt a pair of eyes staring at me. I looked back and shocked to see Cassandra behind me. I smiled and nodded at her.

She smiled back and scanning me from head to toe. What the fuck? Does she know about me? Did she just scanned me from head to toe. Jiwon's voice interrupted my thoughts. I got my breakfast and thanked Jiwon. I sat to a table near a window, when I heard someone's voice calling my name.

"Hey, Jinyoung! Morning...late breakfast?" Mark said as I turned around.

"Morning, Mr. Tuan. ummm, yeah more like a brunch?" I replied smiling.

I heard more voices behind me when Mark looked back and wave at them. I looked at the direction he was looking at and saw Bambam, Yugyeom and Jackson. Jackson approached Cassandra and gave her a kiss on the cheeks which made me looked away. Sorry...I know they're married but I am not strong enough to see that. Not yet.

"Jinyoung, you're here?" Bambam said as he patted me on my shoulder. Yugyeom pulled a chair across me which made my eyes opened wider. "Oh, I'm sorry...is this seat taken?" Yugyeom asked. I felt bad and replied apologetically,"oh...I'm sorry....no. You can sit there." Bambam and Mark pulled another table to connect with mine.