Kabanata 47

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Napahikbi ako. I'am looking at him the whole time. It seems that he is hiding something from me. And God knows I really wanna know that.

"Just leave me, alone" I said at umupo sa upuan ko. I wiped my tears.

"Let me fix this" He said and sat infront of me.

Napapikit naman ako. "You don't wanna fix this tyler" I stated.

"I really do, I don't wanna lose you again, I will die Trixie, I've waited for you for so many long years" He said.

"If you wanna fix this, start from telling me who is mica" I stated.

Napa-iling naman ito. "I can't tell you yet" He said.

Napatawa naman ako. "There, Hindi mo nga gustong ayusin" Pagpapahayag ko sakanya.

"I really do! Do i have to kneel infront of you, for you to believe me?" He stated. Kitang kita mo ang sakit at lungkot sa mata niya.

Kung nasasaktan siya, mas nasasaktan ako. Kung nalulungkot siya, mas nalulungkot ako sa nangyayari saamin ngayon.

"Its better if we let each other breathe" I firmly said to him.

"We will breath, holding each other, you can't just let go" He stated.

Napa-iling naman ako. "I'am not letting go, I need to take a break, I just need time" I said.

Umiling ito. "I can't give it to you, call me anything you want, I can't let you go again" He stated.

"I'am not breaking up with you, I just need space for now, tyler" I said to him.

"If I will give you space, they will know that you're available, they will ask you on a date, and the both of you will get close, I'am not that fucking stupid to let you" He stated.

Napatayo naman ako at inayos ang aking coat. "Bahala ka, I'll have my rounds, see you around Doctor" I said to him.

Hindi na ako muling lumingon pa. Tuwid lamang ang aking lakad. Dahil kapag lilingon ako, baka bumalik lang ako at umiyak sa piling niya. I can't let that happen again.

I finished my rounds at around 11:28 in the morning. Its time for lunch. Napa-isip naman ako kung saan ako kakain habang papunta sa Opisina ko.

Iiwan ko lang ang aking coat at kukunin ang susi at Bag ko, upang maka-kain ako sa labas.

Pagpasok na pagpasok ko palamang ay naka-upo nanaman ito sa aking upuan. Napahinga naman ako ng malalim.

"Bakit ka nanaman, nandito?" I coldly said.

"Ang tagal mo, gutom na ako" Sambit nito at hinihimas-himas pa ang kanyang tiyan.

What is his problem? Kung maka-asta ito para bang wala kaming problema. Na para bang hindi lang ako umiyak sakanya kanina. What the hell is he thinking.

"Can you just go out, I'am busy" I said to him. Iiwasan ko nalamang ito. He is bad news for now.

"Let's have lunch" He said.

"I have something to do" Pagrarason ko sakanya. I don't wanna have lunch with him. I just cant.

"You're lying" He accused.

Umiling naman ako. "No. I'am not lying" I fired back.

Tumayo naman ito at hinawakan ako sa bewang. He kissed the side of my face. "Have lunch with me, please" He plead.

Umiling naman ako. "No" Sambit ko sakanya.

"Why?" He asked

"I just can't have lunch with you, I'm sorry" Sambit ko sakanya.

Napayuko naman ito. "Why are you doing this?" He asked me.

"Why are you acting like that?" I shot back.

"Acting, what?" Takang tanong nito saakin.

"Na para bang wala kang ginawang mali, na para bang hindi mo ako niloko" Makatotohanang pahayag ko sakanya.

Hinalikan naman ako nito sa noo. "Because I don't have any other woman, aside from you, I did not cheat on you, and there is no problem between us" He said.

Lumayo naman ako sakanya. "Are you out of your mind?" I said.

"No. I'am stating the truth here, baby" He winked at me and smiled.

"Then why can't you answer me, who is mica?" I firmly asked. Diniinan ko talaga ang pangalan na tinatanong ko.

Lalapitan naman sana ako nito pero lumayo na ako. "Stay right there, and answer my question" I said to him.

"This is not the right time to answer that" He said.

"Why?" I asked.

"I still need time, baby. I just can't tell you, I'm scared" Sambit nito at napayuko.

Napatawa naman ako ng mapait. "Natatakot ka na mahuli ka na merong babae?" Pahayag ko sakanya.

Umiling-iling ito kaagad. "No. Its not like that" Pahayag nito saakin.

"Yes it is! You're hiding her from me! Because you're afraid of your own doings!" I accused him and pointed him a finger.

"Please don't shout, and please don't cry again baby, please" Sambit nito saakin na parang iiyak na.

"Just leave me alone for awhile, I need some fresh air" Sambit ko sakanya.

"I'll go with you" He stated.

"Hindi mo ba naiintindihan na gusto ko mapag-isa?" Pahayag ko sakanya.

"I need some fresh air to, baby" He stated.

"Then you can go alone, just leave me alone" I said.

"You know, I've you chase your dreams, for so many long years, I've waited for you, because I know you are worth the wait. But now? I can't let you go baby." He stated.

"I want my freedom" I demanded.

"You always have your freedom with you baby" He stated.

"Then stop controlling me!" I shouted at him.

"I'am sorry, but I can't let you do that, I cant let you go, I know that you are just saying this things because you are mad. Hindi mo sinasadya mga sinasabi mo saakin ngayon. That's why I'am not letting you go" Pahayag nito saakin.

Napahikbi nanaman ako. I'am crying because he's right. Kahit itanggi ko man, alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi ko kayang iwan ang lalaking ito. Galit lang ako pero mahal na mahal ko ang lalaking kaharap ko ngayon.

He went closer and hugged me. "Hush baby, I love you so much" He said and kissed me on my forehead.

Umiyak nalamang ako sa bisig niya. Ngunit ilang minuto ang lumipas tumunog ang kanyang telepono.

Sinagot niya ito at ilang minuto napamura nanaman ito.

Ipinalibot niya ang kanyang dalawang kamay sa aking bewang. "You wanna know, who she is? You have to come with me" He said.

"Where is she?" I asked him.

"She is currently in the Hospital" He said.

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