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Life in itself is really mysterious, complicated, a puzzle. It is full of surprises. May good or bad, but no one can predict exactly what will happen next no matter how ready you are.
Still, you will rea...
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APPLE's POV.. #MBwp
Chapter 31: She's Gone
I DIDN'T LIKE the idea of waking up just to receive such kind of news. I didn't like the idea of staying alive with my Baby sacrifice. Baby Bullshit is gone.
My Baby is gone.
Fuck!
No matter how I tried to process it in my mind, the pain just keeps me thinking straight. Bakit kailangan pa niyang mawala?! Bakit hindi na lamang ako?! My tears flowed like stream and my wails echoed in the corners of the room.
I never felt as horrible as this, knowing I survived tapos ang Anak ko ay hindi. I desperately breathe for air but it seems like my body was rejecting it like it was a poisoned. Fuck! This is all my fault!
I curled my knees to hug it but it doesn't make me feel better. Nothing in this world could make feel better anymore. This has been more crushing than anything else. Halos managutan na ako ng hininga dahil sa labis na sakit nararamdaman.
Fuck you self!
Fuck you Aling puring!
Kasalanan ko ito. Pakiramdam ko sa tuwing hihinga ako ay mas nagdudulot lamang iyon ng matinding sakit. This has been more painful than having every part of my body disassembled. This is more painful than I imagined.
The pain I've felt all my life for all hardship and struggles I have ever experienced in my entire life has been tripled upon knowing I will never have the chance para makita at makasama ang Anak ko.
You see Aling puring? I'm definitely one of the most worst mother in this world-- Universe! Hindi ko man lamang binigyan ng pagkakataon ang Anak ko na mabuhay.
Bumalik sa mga alaala ko ang mga sakit at paghihirap na dinanas ko sa unang mga buwan pa lamang ng pagbubuntis. And I started weeping again.
Looking back, the pain I felt before didn't half the pain of losing my Baby who's due in tree months time. I was barking at the wrong tree at ito na ba ang kaparusahan ko?
I wanted nothing but to hear my Baby's crying, I wonder how would it feel-- It would surely sounded like melody to hear her cry and baby noises. My Baby Bullshit would definitely be a genius like her father.
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