A New Life with Damon Salvatore

Telling Stefan

Maya's View
I tried closing the door but thanks to Stefan's stupid vampire speed, he got to it before I could close it. "Go away" I said, on the verge of crying again. "Elena, will you-?" "Yeah" then I heard my door close. "I meant both of you" "Well, see, I won't leave that easily" "Unfortunately I know that" "You know, you've been staring out that window since I got in here?" He said. I didn't, this spot is my safety spot. "Does it have a special meaning?" I haven't talked about this is forever, I mean nobody has asked. Everybody's been worried about Elena. "Please, Stefan, don't ask questions that you don't care the answer to" He furrows his eyebrows. "You really are the twin who never talks huh?" "Yeah, I am" "Why? Why don't you go and start your own life, Maya? Go and live, be free, don't be afraid to talk about your feelings Maya, true friends listen" I shake my head as tears start streaming down my face. "No, they don't, they only care about Elena's, they don't care about me or what I do" "That's not true, Maya" "It is Stefan" There was a moment of silence where we both looked out the window. "The reason your so quiet now is because you know it's the truth and can't argue anymore" "Maya, listen to me" "Fine" "Your just as important as Elena is, ok?" That made my head snap over to look at him. "Your just as important as me, your just as important as Caroline, and Bonnie and Damon-" when he said Damon's name, I looked away and back out the window, becoming quiet immediately. "Maya?" "Hm?" "Why'd you do that?" "What do you mean?" "Why did you look away like that and start being all quiet when I said Damon's name? You did it again" I don't know what to say to that question. "Maya?" "What Stefan?" "What did you do?" I looked away again. "I kissed him, I kissed Damon" Stefan looked shocked, but, at the same time not. "And there's something else" "Oh, don't tell me you-?" "I didn't sleep with him" "Ok, then continue" He chuckled, which made me chuckle. "Stefan, I'm in love with Damon" When I said that, he looked beyond shocked. "Stefan, I'm wearing vervain" He nodded. "Did you tell your sister?" "No! She doesn't know, and I don't want her to yet" "Ok, does... He know?" "No, but, he told me that he loved me earlier, and that's why I kissed him, Stefan!" "So you didn't tell him you loved him back?" "No, I didn't fully realize it until I got here, I wrote it in my diary" "Ok, what happened after you guys... Kissed" "I did something and got embarrassed and ran home, he's probably pissed and upset, probably never wants to see me again" "I doubt that, what was it you did?" "I don't wanna say" "Maya, you can tell me" "I don't know" "Come on, you know you want to" "Ugh! We were like, kissing like... Really kissing you know, like really going at it, it was outside, pouring down rain, really romantic, I love romance. And um, I kinda, moaned a little bit" I whisper and Stefan laughed. "Stefan! It's not funny!" I laughed. "So you ran away from Damon, because you moaned when you were kissing him?" "Yes! I was embarrassed!" Stefan kept laughing at me. "I'm never telling you anything again!" I laugh. "I'm writing it down and putting it somewhere where I'll always see it" I picked up my diary, got a piece of paper, and wrote,
'Never tell Stefan Salvatore anything ever again!' --Maya Gilbert'
And I put it on my mirror, like stuck it in the side where it'd stay. "There! Now I'm gonna remember!" "Unless I take it off" "You better not" We laughed and talked for awhile and then got serious again as I was laying in bed half asleep. "You know you have to tell her right?" "Yeah, I know" "If you want, when you tell her, I'll be there with you for support" "Thank you, Stefan, for everything" "Your welcome, Maya" "I'm sorry I hated you for so long, your really not that bad of a dude... Your pretty cool after all" "Tell me that again when your not half asleep and actually knowing what your saying" He laughed, which made me laugh. He turned off my light and I was out in a matter of seconds.