Tw- mentions of previous suicidal thoughts, mentions of previous self harm (I know you don't usually see those kind of triggers, but better safe than sorry)
Nico's cold and clammy back lied on the cold wet ground. An old battle would had opened again, and Will was going everything he could to keep the blood from stopping.
Nico looked at his boyfriend, the one bright blue eyes dulled from the lack of needs. His eyes were sunken, and his bland hair was now a greasy mess.
The days were going slow. Nico lost track of how many time he saw the sun leak away from the cracks in the walls. All he knew was than the sun went away three times since the scream across the hall. Nico wished he could tell who the screams belonged to.
Will was flooded with worry. He was trying to stay strong for Nico, but in the short time they knew each other they knew Nico was the stronger one.
Through all the previous self harming, and suicidal tendencies, Nico has been through it all it seemed. Nothing of the sort was ever talked about in Greece. Nobody knew it existed. People dying by their own hand was seen as crazy, stupid, selfish even.
But suicide isn't a selfish act of being weak Nico believed. Everything was too numb for him to have any sadness for anyone but Hazel. He had stopped seeing a need to try when the demons in his head told him that it wasn't worth it, until Will have him a reason besides Hazel. In a way, Will had helped save him without even knowing it.
The dirt was rubbing against his barley healed scars. Not only was his infected wound blasting him with pain, but the scars added more wincing to the cause.
Will sighed in defeat. He couldn't do it. Nico already knew this, seeing as the infection had been there for a long time. Nico reached his weak hand up to Wills slim face. Despite the situation, he smiled.
But that smile had to vanish away with the hearing of guard's footsteps racing in their direction. Swords clanked at their sides, and the couple knew what was happening.
Will bent down to Nico's face and kissed him hard. Although his lips were chapped and clamped with dirt, Nico didn't care.
They broke apart as the keys unlocked the door. Nico was too numb to hear them. All he could see was Will's comforting smile.
Is going to be okay. Wills eyes seemed to say. Why wouldn't it be okay? Will thought so.
Will seems happy, so Nico will too. Nico smiled back. They smiled at each other until their bodies dropped dead with blood seeping into each other.
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