𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥'𝕤 𝕕𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕪? - sᴀᴋᴜᴀᴛsᴜ

-𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙪𝙥 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙨 -

Ayooo, don't mind the above gif, it's just my art put up together. (That's atsumu if you didn't get it)

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Unknown: heyyyy!
Unknown: wait, you don't have my number! This is Atsumu Miya!

Oh hey miya.

Annoying: call me Atsumu! I have a twin brother and it's confusing.

Kay.

Annoying:  you're such a dry texter omi-kun :/

That's a lame nickname
And yeah, I'm trying to end the conversation faster.

Annoying: you're so mean for no reason >o<

And?

Annoying: okay i get it, you don't like me :(

I still don't know you better idiot.

Annoying: yeahhh!! Right! Then I'll tell ya abt me later;)

I'm gonna practice for a bit more after classes, you better clean the room. Your things are all messy, and i don't like filthy places.

Annoying: I'm sorry! I didn't know! I'll get the room omi-kun friendly before you come !

Thanks?
Well, i gtg
Bye.

Annoying: BYEEEE!
(Read.)

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Atsumu slid his phone back in his bag and walked towards the dorms. His mind kept wandering back to the letters. Whenever his mind wasn't occupied with any other distractions, it always found its way back to the letters.

The excitement he has always had about them, now began fading away little by little. He tried to find the reason as to why this was happening, but unable to do so, he just let his mind control him and went with the flow.

He kicked a stone on the pavement,to the trees and watched as it crashed the trunk and broke into two pieces. The black lights which were still yet to be lit, took his mind back to his roommate's dark orbs. He remembered the feeling he felt back then.

It was as if there was a deep connection between their eyes, and they weren't able to look away from each other. Shaking his head, Atsumu got rid of all the thoughts as pointless and walked into the elevator. He pressed the button and waited for it to take him to his floor.

He leaned onto the wall and sighed. He wasn't feeling well. Not in a literal way, he wasn't sick. He was just not feeling well. His emotions were all over the place now, and there was this unknown depressing thought lingering on the corner of his mind which he tried his best to ignore, yet had no luck in doing so.

He was not feeling good about any of this. The initial happiness he had about everything kept fading away, adding some sort of heaviness to his heart each time. But he tried his best, to remain the same way he used to be.

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Kiyoomi placed his phone on the table and tuned his guitar. It was just the first day, and he had no compulsion to do extra practice. But he had his reasons.

He wanted to get his mind off a few things. His thoughts were all messed up, and made no sense now. He thinks about the letters one second, and music the other. He thought about those brown eyes one second, and concentrated in his classes the next.

This was new for him. Never had he ever had his mind this messed up. He closed his eyes and focused on the chords which were now permanently memorized in his mind. He was thinking of what he was supposed to sing now.

Its been way too long for me
To find it this hard

He started and slowly strummed the guitar. He didn't know why he chose this song. It was the first thing that came up to his mind at the moment, he went with it, slowly getting mesmerised with the lyrics. Even though he has heard this song a lot of times before, this time, it felt different, like he was emotionally conenected with it.

His fingers gently ran through the strings, as his beautiful voice echoed through the empty room.

Like you're stood at the
Platform when the trains cross,
Are you hurting? Yeah you
Must be
Or is it just me?
Tongue tied- screaming on the inside

He kept singing,his eyes never opened, getting more engrossed into the song than before.

Are you crying in the shower
Like a freak?
Or is it just me?
'Cause this would be one whole lot easier
God, i know that's selfish, but its true
If underneath some calm exterior
You're all fucked up too

His fingers graced his guitar, his voice and it matching like they were made for each other.

Or, is it just me?

He finished the lyrics and slowly opened his eyes. He could sense a thin film of tears glazed upon his eyes, making his vision blurred. He quickly wiped his eyes with his jacket sleeves and stared at the guitar on his arms.

Unable to make sense out of any events that just occurred, he put his guitar back in its case and hung it on his shoulder, placing his hands into the jacket pockets, huffing in the cold climate as he exited the room.

Taking short and slow steps towards the dorms, he realised it had become quite dark outside, even though it was not that late.

He peeked up to see a the moon, a big, white and beautiful moon, present in the sky, lighting up the area around it in a dull greyish hue, still waiting for the sun to dissapear completely, so it can grace the whole sky with its luminance, bright and strong, and sprinkle stars all over it to complete the blank canvas.

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How was your day?
My day was pretty bad, but i did find time to write and draw, so it's okay i guess :/

Do you guys like shounen ai or yaoi more?
I personally like shounnen ai, yaoi makes me uncomfortable sometimes so I've read like one or two for fun when i was bored and skipped a LOT of chapters in that lmaooo. I like either soft fluff or straight up hella angst in romance stories hehe 😌

The song mentioned is, "Is it just me- Emily Burns" ♡

See ya later!