Different Beginning

Grammys

Demi POV

   Today was the day of the Grammy the whole family has been a nervous weak for this day. Joe flew in 2 days ago so they can rehearse their performances on the stage before the big day. Since Joe been home I've been avoiding him and I think he's avoiding me too.  Awhile back I came up with the idea that I wouldn't go to the Grammy unless I was nominated. I wouldn't even go if they asked me to present an award. Why would i when one day I'm gonna win my own. So instead of being stuck at home alone with Madi and Layla I invited Miley, Noah and Trace over. They didn't come till after the Jonases left because Miley was avoiding Nick. Since Nicks been in town Miley hasn't been over as much. They where here for awhile we had a movie night and they ate a bunch of snacks. Trace left just before midnight. Miley and Noah were staying the night. 

"I can't believe the brothers didn't win" Miley said once we got to my room 

"Yea, they already knew from the start that Adele was gonna take the win" I said 

"Yea she's a goddess" Miley said laughing 

"Gotta hit the stash" I asked Miley pointing towards my closet 

"I thought you'll never ask" Miley said as we went towards my closet 

"Yea i been trying to keep a low profile because I went all bard out to the Brothers LA movie concert premiere and there was a small rumor going around that I was high because of an interview I did. Paul nor Denise has said anything but I don't wanna give them a reason too" I said we went to my closet and I closed the door 

"Dude, that sucks I don't know if it's because of Trace and Brandi but my parents they know when I'm always fucked up they give me lectures. They rather me be home all high then out in the street where someone can get a picture or video of me" Miley said as I opened my ottoman 

"Your so lucky your parents understand, Paul being a priest doesn't help if he found out I'm afraid they will kick me out and move Madi to Dallas without me" I said 

"I'm sure thing will be fine, just keep it cool. Like I said beginning home all fucked up is better then begin in public. If your to fucked up to deal with your parents all you gotta do is one lock yourself in the bathroom and pretend to take a shower or 2 pretend to be asleep" Miley said 

"I know I still get paranoid about it" I said looking at the different pills or bars

"Don't stress about it till it happens let's talk about something else. As disgusting as it is how are you and my brother" Miley asked taking a baggie with 2 bars in it and takes them both by mouth. 

"I don't know" I said and took the same bars she did 

"What's wrong, I'll kill him" Miley said 

"No it's okay everything fine, we're good, he's so sweet and amazing I really like him" I said closing my ottoman 

"So what's the matter" She asked confused getting up so we can get out my closet

"He won't have sex with me" I said

"Ewww, ewww, ew, hold on let me pretend we are not talking about my brother for a minute" Miley said closing her eyes and going into my room towards my bed. 

"Do you really have to be that dramatic" I said as Miley slowly breathed in and out 

"We are talking about my brother, do you want me to talk about having sex with Nick" She said and I got a sour face. ew. 

"Okay Yea your right, wait have you two" I asked 

"No we haven't, we are not talking about Nick and i we are talking about You and someone I'm pretending is not my brother" Miley said. Man she was such a drama Queen, but that's why I loved her. "So what happened! Did he say why he wouldn't" Miley asked 

"We where watching a movie in the theater, once Madi and Frankie left so did Nick leaving us alone. We where talking he was being all cute and sweet we were making out and I got on top of him but he stopped me and told me he didn't wanna risk someone walking in on us since he is 4 years older then me" I said annoyed why does age have to matter I'm old enough to know what I want and who I want. "Do you really think it's because of the age difference" I asked Miley 

"Or maybe because he was worried that someone will walk in next time try when the Jonases aren't home. Your hot why wouldn't he wanna have sex with you" Miley said 

"Hello my biggest problem,...the age difference" I said and laid down on my bed 

"Fuck that boys are boys they all want the same thing I'm telling you next time make sure a 100 percent no one will catch you guys and he'll go for it" Miley said laying down next to me

"The age difference does put a lot of pressure on me, he can have a girl that's his age, someone old enough to buy alcohol, someone old enough that he doesn't have to worry about parents pressing charges for soliciting a minor" I said 

"Wait do you think your parents will actually do that" Miley asked

"No, but I'm just saying." I said 

"Look Trace likes you a lot he knows about your purity ring maybe it has something to do with that too" Miley said 

"Thanks Miles I wasn't even thinking about that, truthfully I don't even think about the ring. Joe called me a hypocrite" I said playing with the ring. Miley started laughing 

"What's so funny" I asked 

"He's right D, you walk around with that ring acting like your the perfect preacher daughter, but at the end of the day your breaking all the moral laws" Miley said sitting up

"It's not like I have a choice, if i stop wearing this ring they will know,... I committed a sin" I said 

"Sweetie you did that when you went to 3rd base with that Scott dude, that was before you meet the Jonases they can't hold you on that" Miley said 

"Yea but I knew they wanted to get me the ring and yet I still keep having sex with Joe" I said 

"Are you still having sex with Joe" Miley asked 

"What no, I'm with Trace. We haven't done anything since I tied him to the bed and that was like before he started dating what's her face" I said jokingly I knew her name I just didn't like saying it. And of course Miley already knew the whole story.

"Good" she said and laid back down next to me " I don't see the problem, as disgusting as this sounds I can tell you really like my brother. Just talk to him and if it is about the ring just pretend you lost it. I know you don't really wanna be wearing it" Miley said 

"Hum, I never thought about that" I said. 

   We continue having 'girl talk' until we eventually feel asleep. She talked to me about Nick and how he can't make up his mind. He keeps going back and forth from Selena to Miley, but that's why he was in New York; To get out of California and force on himself. He's trying to remain friends with them both. Mostly because we'll Miley here all the time so it's hard for them to completely drop all communications between them and also to make sure Miley and Selena don't hate each other. It won't be good for Disney if their top girls can't get along and I can't choose between Selena and Miley. Yea Miley my best friend and I tell her EVERYTHING, but Selena and I gotten close during Princess Protection Program the movie hasn't even come out yet and we are supposed to have our premieres in a couple months.