Aden
"I'll date you out" mabuti na lamang at hindi ko nasabi ng malakas.kundi buko na ako
Tumingin siya sakin at kumunot ang noo,masama na naman ang tingin nito kahit wala naman akong ginagawa
"I want to tell you something" mas lalong kumunot ang gatla nito sa noo,cguro ay tatanda ito ng mas madali dahil hindi marunong ngumiti!
"What is it?" Brat!pwede naman niyang sabihin na what is it kuya?hindi yung parang galit!hindi naman inaano parang ano.
"I want to confess to someone" o straight to the point so that i wont back down.
"Are you sure about your feelings?" Taas kilay pa nitong sabi tapos madinukot sa Pantalon nito
Cigarilyo at lighter.
Hindi ko maiwasan na titigan siya habang inaapoyan ang usi nito.
What a bad hobby that i like the most of her.
Damn im whipped.
"Yes,because im thinking it of my whole life" i jokingly said that i almost received a hard punch in my handsome face!
"Seriously?" Then she rolled her eyes to the left and right.
Damn why so hot baby?
"But im hesitating to confess because i have this feeling that she's not gonna accept my undying love for her" i dont know if my eyes is tricking me 'cause i saw pain in her eyes that immediately disappear.
Humithit muna ito bago magsalita
"Who is she?" Hell what is wrong with me?why does everything she do is so hot?the way her lips move,the way her brows furrowed,the way she rolled her eyes to the left and right
I fucking love you!
"Kuya dont you love me?" Mahina niyang tanong sakin habang nakayuko
"Of course not!i love you so much that it made me question my love for you!"
Biglang kung naalala nung nagtanong siya kung mahal ko ba siya kasi pinagalitan ko dahil nalaman kung may naka kuha ng first kiss niya.bryan.
Nagalit ako at nasigawan ko siya then i realized na mahal kona pala siya not just a sister but a lover.
"What if i say it's you?,what would you do?"
I stared at her intently that made her look away.
"I dont know, we're sibling so its impossible" she said those words like its a natural answer.but damn it made my world shake that i almost want to kneel and beg to her to take back her words that ripped my heart off into pieces without her knowing.
I want to scream to cupid and ask why me?why did you hitted the wrong person?why me?are you playing with me?cause if you are i want to give up and surrender.
You are fucking blind cupid! we're siblings yet you fucking hit me to love apple!your bows and arrows are fucking useless! because you're blind.
My tears escaped my left eye when she didn't look at me when i answered her back
"It's you that i like,its you that i love so please can you look at me and say the same!" I almost beg.
I know i looked pathetic but the hell i care!i want to confess this feeling so that i can move on with my life and fucking forget this undying love for her.
"We are sibling,tatagalogin ko magkapatid tayo" she repeated her words that made me want to run away and disappear in this cruel world.
"Fuck it apple!kasalanan ko bang nainlove ako sayo?kasalanan ko bang ako yung napana ni cupido para mahalin ka?tangina naman hindi ko to ginusto dahil alam kung hindi pwede dahil magkapatid tayo!its against the law and god doesn't allow this kind of love because this is a badlove that needs to be forgotten but hell i dont want to forget this feeling and i just want to love you forever!" After saying those words the rain suddenly poured that made my heart ache damn you destiny sumasabay kapa talaga.
Parang tanga amputa akala mo dinadamayan ka yun pala inaasar kalang kasi nga broken hearted ka.
Ng hindi siya nagsalita ay tumalikod na ako
One step
Two step
Damn its just a two steps away from her but why does it feels like im a million milss away?
Fucking incest!
Kahit umaga palang ay madalim ang langit dahil sa ulan na malakas
Narating ko kaagad ang parking lot ng resto
Tumayo lang ako at tinanaw ang kotse ko na nakaparada
Black, everything seems black to me,parang kanina lang ay ang saya saya ko tapos ngayon parang nawalan ng buhay ang mundo ko
Putanginang kamalasan to
Nagsimula na akong maglakad papunta kung nasaan ang kotse ko at kada hakbang na ginagawa ko ay pinupunit ang puso ko ng unti unti putangina pwede naman hindi unti unti diba?ayoko nito
Isa isang tumulo ang mga luha ko na parang wala ng bukas ng mabuksan ko ang pinto
One last look
Agad akong tumingin sa likod ko kung sumunod ba siya o ano pero sinaktan ko lang ang sarili ko dahil wala akong nakita ni anino wala
Sumakay ako kahit na alam kung mababasa ang upuan wala na akong paki kung kakabili ko pa lanag ganito na
Isinandal ko sang ulo ko sa manobela at inuntog tog nakaka tanga dahil wala akong ibang maramdaman kundi sakit lang sa puso ko
Pinagsusuntok suntok ko pa ang dib dib ko pero wala talaga
Nagulat ako ng biglang may kumatok sa bintana ng kotse ko
Para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig ng makita ko kung sino yung nasa labas
Biglang tumigil ang mga luha kunh dumadaloy
I opened the car door so she can enter
Enter to my life again not just a sister but a lover.
Ng makapasok siya ay may sinabi siyang nakapagpakulay ng mundo ko
Putangina bahala na agad ko siyang hinalikan sa labi at tinugun naman niya ako
"I love you too aden"
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QuinnDi pa nga ako nakakarecover sa pagkakabangga ko ay ito ako ngayon basang basa sa ulan.
Kumanta kaya ako nun?diba para magmukha akong tanga!
Mabuti na lamang at nakita ko yung parking lot ng favorite addiction kaya sumilong agad ako
May nakasabay pa akong babae pero huminto ito sa isang itim na kotse
Parang familiar ah?
Tama kotse yun ni sir aden!
Bigla siyang kumatok at pinagbuksan
Na shock ako sa sumunod na pangyayari dahil naghalikan sila!
Damn this is not part of the plan!
To be continued. . . . . .
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Action"it all started with a mission,and that mission ruined me,forever" -Francis Monica levisay THE ORIGINAL IMAGE USED IN THIS WORK IS NOT THE AUTHOR'S PROPERTY CREDIT'S TO THE RIGHTFUL OWNER! PLAGIARISM IS A CRIME! @CapitanaCai