MISSION:1 HIDE YOUR IDENTITY

CHAPTER 18

Quinn

Never in my life did i imagined that im being used by someone.

I just smiled with that thought.i know that aden is just using me to be rebound or something else im not stupid to know that 'cause  he insulted me to hell then in just a span of time we're friends again?just fucking funny 'causs it's fucking obvious that apple kissed him but also dump him.damn what a wise woman,huh?

Im thinking about the mission that dad gave me.it is so fucking obvious that this mission isn't false

Why?he didn't told me to stop instead he told me its either i'll stop or continue this facade.

At first im so clueless and got mad and now i think i know the reasons.

But its just a hunch.

Maybe aden have knowledge about my mission and he did go to our house,i remember he thanked dad for the lunch and called dad tito Frederick with his sarcasm tone

I think he bugged our house!

Damn i knew it!thats why dad didn't tell me to stop!

Because his answer is a safe answer!

Fuck im so stupid to dont know that fucking little information!

Then mom showed herself and revealed that she's sick!

I remember their converstion outside my door that she's just protecting me and dad told her to stop

Fuck i think im near to the truth.

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Aden

Sometimes you need to use someone to lessen your pain.

Love makes thing complicated.
Indeed.

Love is somehow making choices.

It's either choosing happiness for other's pain

Or choosing pain for other's happiness.

And i chose pain to make her happy

"I love you too" damn i thought im just hallucinating but hell im not!

After that torrid kiss i make her said those words to me .

And im the happiest man alive in this world!

But then again destiny is really want me to suffer

"But this isn't right" she said softly while looking at the window

"What's wrong?after kissing me?damn you are giving me a false hope!" I wanted to raise my voice so she could understand me,but i think she can't.

"This isn't right!" This time she shouted that shocked the hell out of me.

"Then why did you kiss me?" I dont want shout because i just want to make her feel that i love her,i just want to make her happy

"Cause i love you!damn it cant you see?love is not just about choosing right its about choosing happiness!and I didn't choose you,when you left me, i started thinking that this is wrong and at the same time we cant be happy because of our situation!this love only can bring pain to us so please lets stop this madness so i can move forward and be happy"

I just stared at her blankly,dont know what to say because im mind is in chaos,i realized i will never be someone's choice 'cause i will only bring pain to them

So the result is im the one who will suffer because im always choosing them while me is always the option.

My tears fell.

My heart broke.

My life became lifeless,colorless

Fucking cupid,i fucking regret that i have faith on you!

I'll fucking make you feel my wrath,apple.

Just for a while 'cause i'll also make her suffer.

A smirk escaped my lips.

Damn im so happy,so happy that my heart swells with pain.

I picked my phone from the study table and dialed mama

"Hey son,good morning!what makes you call me at this hour?" I know that she's smiling even though im not infront of her.

"Mama,when are you going to paris?" I asked her about having vacation to paris,we already talk about it but they didn't inform me when.

"Why?dont tell me you're going to leave?please no baby atleast be a good model to your employee!" Damn why so kind mother?i just rolled my eyes.

"Mama im not like that, and ease dont call me baby!im not baby anymore"

Then a thought suddenly rush into my mind

"Im big na kaya kuya like you!"

Fuck apple please leave my mind! aren't you tired?tired of running in my mind all the time!

"Oh shut it baby!"she hush like im really a baby!i just smiled,this is better.

"By the way we are going to paris in. . . ." I dont really like people cutting their sentence off it makes me want to punch them but since its my mother i'll just let it pass.

"Mama im waiting!" I faked my irritation so that she will tell me right away but she's just prolonging my waiting!

"Ha ha ha ,oh okay im gonna tell it na" then she started laughing again!fuck napakaayos niyang kausap.putangina augh!

"Im gonna hang up na" i seriously said

"Mama just tell!im waiting eh?"

Mabuti nalang at tumigil na rin ito sa pagtawa kung hindi ay tototohanin ko talaga yung banta ko

Napakabait nga ni mama kaya lang ay parang kulang sa aruga eh!

"Right now" at first i didn't understand her but later on i realized what she had said!

"Damn mama why didn't you tell me?your flight is right now?so technically you are already in the airport?and dad,apple?"

Shit napabilis ata ang pagkakasabi ko dahil hindi na nagsalita ulit si mama

"Mama?are you still there?"

Agad kung hinubad ang black sando ko at kumuha sa glass cabinet ng matinong damit

"Mama!" Hindi ko parin inaalis ang cellphone sa tenga ko dahil ng tignan ko ito kanina ay hindi panaman nakapatay so i think may iba lang siyang kausap or maynangyaring masama?damn just a thought of it made me nervous!

Agad kung hinubad ang boxer short ko at nangalalkal ng pants sa kabilang drawer

"Ma?are you still there?" fuck kinakaban ako baka may mangyaring  masama sa kanila!

"IT'S JUST A PRANK BABY ADEN!HAHAHAH"

Its  just a prank baby aden.

To be continued . . . . . . .