Your point if view
I woke up in a hospital room. I knew it was the third day or so. The nurse and the doctor came and asked about how i feel.
Actually i felt better but i felt emptiness. I wasn't so sure what happened... The doctor and I had a decent talk about my health and what am I going to do at home. But he told me straight:
"Mrs Zhang be careful, for a few days you might feel weak and dizzy at any point. You hit your head pretty hard and your stomach and i have to tell you again, you lost your baby."
"I know doctor."
"Do you really understand? The women are hardly handling this thing."
"I'm ok doctor. As you said i just need some rest." I lied. I wasn't O-K.. I really wanted that baby to make a real family with Lay, the one i love but turned out he has to pretend to be someone who I love.
"Mrs. Zhang! You have a visitor." A nurse came in and told me.
The doctor smiled at me while I was looking at him with questioning eyes but then he told the nurse to let the visitor in. As he went out Yifan came in.
"Vivi i'm so glad you're awake."
"I'm so glad you are here."
"How are you?" With this question he just made me realise how bad this situation is and some tears came out.
"I lost my baby they say. But i'm fine." I told him.
"Shhh. I'm sorry Viv." He wiped away my tears and stroked my face.
"I have something to tell you."
"I'm listening."
"Tonight you will got your usual check. And if everything will goes perfectly well then it will be the last and you can come home."
I was happy to hear that... I just didn't know where is home anymore... I didn't want to go back to that house.
"I think i can't go home. I'm not ready to face with him."
"I know. That's why i moved most of your clothes to my mansion. If it's fine for you?" He asked me like he is guilty at any point.
It was a relief but i only could think about bad things now.
"What if the media will find out? And what we will do if Lay comes after me.... i don't know if it's good or bad idea."
"Trust me. The media will shut down. It's up with the story about new groups and stuffs. They don't even know you were pregnant. They left you and Lay calm as they should left a family. Ohh and you shouldn't be afraid of Lay. He was at home when i was packing your clothes. We had a pretty big fight but then he was talking to somebody through the phone he didn't seem to care about what am I doing there anymore..and also he didn't come with me when I told him I'm visiting you"
It made me cry because i still loved him truly.
"Stop saying these." I asked him not to blame Lay because he is still... And we are still.. i don't know...
"I'm sorry Viv but i couldn't hold it inside. You have to see clearly the things. I'm sorry to make you cry again."
I didn't say a word but my tears streamed down my face. I looked out of the window. I couldn't face him either. It was hurtful like a huge punch on my face. It felt like i've been lied to about everything I ever believed.
"Viviah i need to go. But i'll come back later."
He stroked my hand and went out. I had to realise that he was right. That's why i was crying. It was just hard to accept the fact that my husband didn't even mind to visit me.
Hard to see the things clearly, when he said he loves me i believed him, when we were playing video games and he asked me to marry him i believed him. I thought he meant it. That he wanted me... But then he cheated on me god knows how many times and clearly he doesn't even care about me now when I need him the most.
Hours after a doctor came in.
"Mrs. Zhang are you ready for the check? How are you feeling?"
"Fine doctor thank you, I just have a lot on my mind" He came closer and he started to complete the tests with my datas.
After half an hour somebody knocked on the door. It was YiFan i heard when the nurse told him to wait a few minutes then the doctor packed up and told me to wait for my results and until Mr. Wu can come in.
He started to pack all my things here and when he finished he sat next to me.
"Vivi you sould be fine because I'm going to take you for a pool party"
"Haha very funny mister.. but we havento wait for the results and we will see, maybe you shouldn't have packed everything just yet."
I was so happy to see him around and making jokes about what is waiting for me in Narnia.. you guys know through the door where I haven't been for a long time..
Thirty minutes passed and the doctor came back with results.
"I'm gladly let you home Mrs Zhang." He said without complaining about anything.
"Thank you doctor." Kris and I said together.
"I knew that you are just fine Viv and look I saved a lot of time by packing earlier.." He hugged me as i sat up. I wanted to stand but i couldn't i felt so dizzy and weak just like the doctor said.
"That's why i'm here." - Yifan was so happy to help- "Hmm let me help to put you in the wheelchair"
I nodded and tried. He held my hand but every movement was hurtful. I had spams in my stomach. So i sat back.
"I think i'll need more of your help." I said shyly.
"Oh fine. Come." He lift me up in bridal style and put me in the wheelchair.
"Thank you."
"No problem. Is that all you have right?"
"Yes."
"It's only one bag. Then it's easy to put it in the car." He was joking around i heard on his tone.
"Haha so funny. Let's go then. I can't wait to have a real shower."
He looked at me strickt.
"No. No shower. Only lying in the bath."
"Got it Captain Wu."
