Kris arrived home little after the organizer left, I told him everything what we agreed on and I was so glad when Kris was happy about every detail. Only one big thing left behind... Choose a new tuxedo for him and a gown for me.
Xia helped me a lot about the ideas i had on my mind and soon we found a dress. It was amazing. It was sparkling and fit perfectly, the heart shaped front and a very smooth silk I loved it. I bought it and kept in the shop because i didn't want Kris to see it so early.
One day the three of us sat down and planned out the whole day, who is who, and the seats and the name cards, everything was in order by time by minute. We started autographing the invitation cards, so it's official Kris said.
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A month later we were at the day before the wedding. The altar were already stand the chairs were already on the terrace when the last worker left our garden we talked.
"Kris? Are you ready?" I asked him standing on the balcony, looking down on the altar.
"I was waiting for this since i was born. Why?" He said so calmly and so soft. I knew he really mean it.
Kris' point of view
When she asked me if i'm ready it sounded like she isn't. It made me worry. I didn't want her to step back the day before the wedding. I was kind of scared for the first time I'd loose her.
"I'm just thinking about what the press posted." She said with some sadness in her voice.
"Why? What did they say? I didn't read the articles." I walker towards her, now the way she talked and the way she sounded just made me worry more and when I approached her I turned her to face me.
"After we came back from Venice they already knew we were engaged, they also spotted me coming out from the bridal shop. Not saying much about anything but if they followed me there they surely followed me home and know where are we living and ..."
She was saying all those things like we should be prepared for a world war. I felt her panic but didn't know how to make it disappear..
"Don't worry it's not a war. It's only You and Me." I hugged her, couldn't really say anymore.
She released herself from my hug.
"I don't know what should we prepared for.. all those journalist and I know what they think about me.." I smiled at what she said. She still cares more about people we don't know than the actual life of hers.
"Vivi. I don't care about what the press says about you or about me or us... I know everything you had to go through, I know I'm doing the right thing, and trust you the most. I love you."
"I know i shouldn't care much about these but i can't live like this .. I had to give up my job because all the romours they had about me, and also supporters left us because they believe everything and they hate me, and you also lost probably tons of work, and business partners because of me. I'm just a burden to you and to everything I ever touch.. Not to mention they blame me for everything happened to Lay and me back in the day.. What is going to be the next? They'll spot me in some coffeebar smiling at the barista and then I cheated on you or what?. This is crazy. They all guessing who is on my non existing dating list... Who is going to be the next? Xiumin whom already have a wife and two beautiful kids? Or Luhan who is announced he is dating with a girl and now they are getting married also? Or who?"
It hit me hard. I know I lost her in the past and the disturbing part was I didn't know how to bring her here, where we are standing now.
While she was talking she sat on the bed and started to cry. I went to her and hugged untill she stopped crying.
"Shhh. Don't cry babe. It's not worth it."
"I know.... i just... hard to live like... everybody thinks I don't deserve your love and..." she said those words between sobs. Anything she doesn't deserve is this depression she just fall into. I really want to tell her how she deserves anything and everything she wants.
"How can I make you believe that I love you so much a wedding wouldn't describe it? I want you to believe me just once if not anymore, you mean everything to me and I'll do anything for you. I may sound cheesy now but Viv listen, I love you and I want you to marry me tomorrow, we should celebrate our relationship. You do deserve happines and if I can give that to you you'd make me happy too."
She was smiling now, only a few big tears dropped.
"Thank you Kris. I didn't know I needed this." She kissed me whit her hot and teary face she was really getting sick of crying so much.. i hated that thought.
20, May.
Xia the organizer and i were talking about how Vivi will come to the altar. And how the music will begins.We asked Baekhyun my band mate to sing. I knew Vivi loves his singing voice.
The workers are did what they had to. Place the calas to the right place. Stand the chairs near each other and place the name tags on it for the first line to my family and friends.
While they were doing this Vivi was at our room and i was banished to a guest room. She and her brides maid, who is actually Xiumin's wife, were helped each other to dress up. We called a hairdresser and a make-up artist for them.
We were all ready only Baekhyun gone for a while that's why our wedding started a few minutes later than it supposed to. But didn't make anyone freak out so that's a good point.
So the wedding started by Baekhyun started singing the "Love song" while Chanyeol escorted him with a guitar.
I saw her in her full beauty, the white dress and just her, being here, and willing to be my wife... She is wonderful i was fighting a little tear back as she got closer.
They stopped at the guitar solo part when she took the last step towards me and we started to say our vows.
I started.
"I choose you, Vivien, to be my wife, as my friend and love. I take you to be no other than yourself-loving what I know of you, and trusting what I do not. I will love and serve, honor and protect you. I will walk with you in the sun and through any storm, and promise to keep myself for you alone as long as we both shall live."
Then she comes.
"I promise to be your lover, companion and friend, Your partner in parenthood, Your ally in conflict, Your greatest fan and your toughest adversary. You are my lover and my teacher, You are my model and my accomplice, And you are my true counterpart. I will love you, hold you and honor you, I will respect you, encourage you and cherish you, In health and sickness, Through sorrow and success, For all the days of my life."
And finally we exchange the rings and kissed each other. The music started to play again as we turned back and walked back.
Through the whole day i was so happy like everybody else on our wedding party.
We are now Wife and Husband.
