Regret

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Kris pov.:
I woke up by a huge headache at Chanyeol's house. I went down to the kitchen and he was already there with a girl, talking. Knowing that he is single and never want to settle down I wasn't surprised.

"Who is she?" But I had to ask him..

"She is Lily from yesterday. Don't you remember?" He acted all surprised.

"Ahh.. no.." I turned away and drank a glass of water then I checked my phone and I saw two messgaes and a brand new wallpaper.

"What?" First I thought it's not my phone but it was.

"What happened?" Chan asked.

"Look." I put my phone into his face. He laughed at what he saw... On my wallpaper was a girl and me while she kissed my neck and I pour liquor in my mouth from the bottle.

"Do you think it's funny? If the press will find this out..... better not to talk about my wife finds out.... i'm dead."
I suddenly was THE bad guy and my worst fear was there, I wanted to be a great husband and I failed for I don't know how many times now.

"Calm down if they would ever find this I'll tell them that this is my niece or sister and she was drunk." He took it so easily. I didn't show much on the outside but I was devastated.

"But ....ok." My mind was back and forth of how am I getting out of this. And so like Chanyeol was reading my mind said:

"You didn't expect this it was just for to take the picture for her.. i donno. But don't worry, there was nobody else.."

"And the messages.??" I just happened to open them right then.

"What it says?" He asked curiously.

"This night was amazing. Should we do it again? Xoxo. And the other is a phone number and a name Chaerin."

"What did you do bro?" He was now kind of angry. Well that didn't help me not to freak out.

"Wasn't I there with you?! Do you think I did something??? Argh... no.. i couldn't do it... Not to Vivi....."

I rushed out leaving them alone. I tried my hardest to remember anything of what have I done last night and I couldn't recall anything. I was so angry at myself I hit the steering wheel multiple times. I was on my way home I had a quick shower and then i went straight to the hospital to visit her. When i arrived at the parking lot I was thinking and I couldn't think anything else but the worst scenario that could've happened... I probably cheated on her.

I was so full of anger I had to rush up to her room to apologise, just to see her maybe for the last time.. I don't know.
As I was on my way up a nurse just stopped me.

"Sir the visit time is up. You can't go up now."

"But my wife is on the second floor and she needs me."

"I'm sorry sir I understand but you have to go home now. Doctors are doing their check ups and they must not be disturbed at this time."

Suddenly the elevator rang and I saw a familiar face, it was Vivi's doctor from time to time, I ran up to him not caring about the nurse.

"Doctor what happened why can't I go up to my wife?" I asked him straight.

"Mr Wu you're late." So cold...

"What? I need to know what happened." I felt like something was going on.

"She is alright don't worry you are just late. She usually sleeping now or having an appointment with her psychologist."

"Are you sure I can't even check on her? I wouldn't stay for long." He was looking at me.
"Is everything fine Mr. Wu?"

"Yes Dr. I just wanted to see her." I had to pick up myself.

"Well, I'm sorry but best if we leave her alone for now, she is doing fine you don't have to worry about her ok? But you have to go home now and see you tomorrow."
And with that he left me there and I felt like I was kicked out from Vivi's life.
But I went home and I had to deal with the crime scene she had done the other day, I cleaned up the glasses from the kitchen that Viv broke. Suddenly i felt like a stranger in our house. I was in the living room with all my stupid thoughts and the name Chaerin popped up over and over again. I didn't know what did we do..so in order to find out I called her.

"Hiii Dear. I know you would call me."

"Hi i just need to know what did we do?" I asked as cold as possible.

"Don't you remember? Shame..."

"Did we make out?"

"I wanted to..."

"Tell me everything, I have to know."
I was harsh with her in a way because i was confused.

"Ok, I can hear you're not in the mood, and I don't want to play games now... I tell you, we didn't do anything I only kissed you on your neck. I wish you'd do something to me.."

"Ohh stop. Well. I don't want anything else I don't need your number. I have a family. So just forget it, the whole night and me as well."

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Well now I know I didn't cheat on my wife. It's still disgusting but at least i didn't do any efforts for Chaerin.

I blocked her number and deleted messages and pictures. I didn't want anything to remind me of what could have happened. I still feel awful and sure I'm not going to be rewarded for the best husband title.

I regret everything from the point i called Chanyeol.

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