Neo Dorm - Nct 2020

67

„N-Never mind, forget that.", Lucas says, trying to somehow escape the situation.

He wanted to talk with Jungwoo and he got his answers but what he just had said wasn't planned to be let out that soon.

„No I wanna know now Lucas. Tell me what you meant. I answered your questions before, now you answer me. What did you just mean?", the smaller insists, now moving even closer towards the taller, almost sitting on his crotch by now. And he takes the youngers face in his hands, forcing him to look him in the eyes and stop avoiding him.

„N-No, it's really nothing..."

„Lucas, answer me now. I can tell for many reasons that you didn't ask that for so called nothing."

„...Fine.", Lucas gives in, taking Jungwoo's hands from his cheeks so he can avoid his eyes again, before just blurting it out.

„I know it hasn't been long since we know from Chenle and Renjun at least roughly what happened, but ever since my mind won't calm down. I always tried remembering but like I said, nothing comes back, at most I only get a headache. So my mind decided to go crazy instead, trying to create pictures of what had happened and making me just extremely curious about how it had felt and so on. That's what I meant."

After all that he just keeps his eyes and head down a bit, trying to hide his embarrassment and blushing cheeks.

„This is too much for one day, both me, him and my courage...", he thinks to himself, hoping a hole in the ground will open up and swallow him.

After it's silent for what feels like an eternity Lucas gets really worried. That he messed up, that Jungwoo probably didn't see anything like he does and worse. He somehow doesn't want to see the face the older is making right now but at the same time he can't stop his head from looking up.

Lucas doesn't even get a second to look as suddenly two arms wrap around his neck and he gets pulled forwards, lips crashing on his out of nowhere, causing his eyes to open widely as he just sees Jungwoo's blurry face in front of him.

The clumsy and sudden kiss isn't long, but it still contains the overjoyed happiness from Jungwoo in it, making even Lucas understanding it. Though his brain somehow still has to process it.

„What...", he just mumbles completely surprised, Jungwoo still in from of his face, smiling brightly and more than he ever has.

„If you want to know what it felt like I'm open to show and try it with you anytime, just ask me you big idiot. I love you Lucas."

„Wait what?"

„Yes, I love you. For quite a long time now. Since when exactly I don't know but I would say since at least about around our debut.", Jungwoo says, putting one hand on his chin, looking up and thinking about it. While Lucas by now is completely flashed.